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I have this same problem. I usually go in and out of periods of time where the anxiety is 24/7 and everyday life is just too much to bare. The rest of the time I have constant panic attacks...but I usually have a few times throughout the day where I feel a little at peace. I worry and stress over everything, every situation, even other peoples situations. I am agoraphobic. I still leave my house to go to my job, ten minutes away, and am usually fairly comfortable going about 10 minutes away in any direction from my house. Its like my body has a sensor, and after about 10 minutes driving it sends an alarm, don't even think about it! you are going to far!
I have been struggling against my anxiety disorder and agoraphobia for about 5 years now. I have been on ever medication in the book. Right now I am going through one of the periods where I am having constant dibilitating anxiety. I just don't know how to handle it. I just started going to another therapist last week. Of course, like all the others, they recommend you to 5 other people and say they can't help. I've tried getting help from my doctor, she just recommends more medications but then says there is nothing else she can do to help. I have tried many self help books, cds. I just feel like I'm in way to deep and can't get out and that I am just going to completely loose it. I also have a serious fear of death-as I read about someone else posting above. I can't stop obsessing about it and wake up in the middle of the night with panic attacks and imagining myself on my death bed. The worst thing is when you are afraid of life and you are afraid of death. I am going to look into the "adrenal gland disorder" and "neurological testing" as mentioned in another post. I know that a lot of anxiety disorder is to do with your thought pattern and having to retrain your mind to think properly. The problem is how to do that? I do feel like this is more then a mental problem-and is also a physical problem. I wish there were more clinics and resources available to people like us. I feel like when it comes to mental disorders we are always pushed to the background. I think of my disorder the same as cancer, it just grows and grows and kills you slowly. (not to be too depressing-sorry) does anyone have any suggestions on how to cope when a panic attack does hit?
angelhair wrote:
I had my first panick attack in Dec. 2007, while on the massage table!!! I layed there begging God to not let me die too embarassed to speak up and tell the massage therapist what I was going thru. I had so much adrenaline rushing thru me that I literally could not feel the normally deep painful massage!
I have had 5 actual panick attacks since then but live in a constant anxious state worrying about why I feel this way...
Naturally I just "KNOW" something is wrong with me and keep trying to find a diagnosis on the web...the only thing I have come across is "Adrenal Gland Disorder", I have an appt. to see a Dr. to get tested... In the mean time, I have been trying to do 30 min. of cardio exercise as many days as I can, I take Buspar and "herbal remedies": 5HTP, Melatonin, Anti-Ace., and read Psalm 142 and 143 (the Bible).
Its demons, they cause this things anxiety, panic attacks,these are dark forces from hell!Only praying to Jesus an giving his heart to Him will relieve you of this for good its a true deliverance, not like stupid antidepressants., maybe not at once but definetely Jesus is the only power who can defeat these demonic attacks for good.I have been there I know it sounds strange but It is true.Also, because these demons are so afraid of Jesus they wil probably do everything to keep you away from praying and seeking Jesus and God, so anxiety may get worse for some time before you really decide to pray and seek Jesus.The panic attacks and anxieties are demonic forces which want your soul and make you miserable and there is only one power to defeat them Jesus.If you tried everything and nothing helps try iz I promisse it will help but seek God with your whole heart!
Please take your religious conquests elsewhere. Though I respect your choice to follow Christ, this is not the place to post about biblical forces having anything to do with physical health. I posted above (post starting with "Hi, I'm an 18 year old male, 200lbs at 5'11, pretty healthy for the most part"). I am now 19 years old, 185lbs healthier than ever with no anxiety problems besides getting a bit jittery when nervous or excited. My other issues with anxiety have gone dormant. It had nothing to do with me "finding Jesus", since I had done that far before. I cut out stress in my life by not going on with College after high school, I got a job, I'm a professional musician, I'm living a dream now. Anxiety can be fixed by the right medication if need be. I got rid of mine by reducing stress and getting myself in a good mindset. Hope you are all doing well, and i hope that your issues with anxiety have begun to subside as well.
I tell you, I would have been far better off if I had been killed in action - at least I would have gotten sympathy from people!
if you can give me advice it would be great as i am suffering from anxiety andit driving me crazy