Unfortunately I know of what you all are talking about all too well. I will hide in anonymity but please be open to trust that this is accurate information, that I have suffered the same as you with this terrible affliction, and that I know this information will be hard for you to accept like it was hard for me too until I had no choice but to. Oh and most important, there is hope!
First off, of course God does not want us masturbating, and just because it feels good doesn't mean God wants you to do it as someone said before. But if you have seriously asked him for forgiveness and are trying to stop... then you need to stop beating yourself up and feeling guilty. That's whats messing you up, and its not by chance either!
It amazes me that lots of people, even Christians, will sit there and believe in God but won't accept that an intelligent evil exists as well. The way it works is this. Evil needs a door to truly intertwine itself in your life. For some, that door is a traumatic event that we cant find resolution from. For others its repetitive and devastating sin like masturbation, stealing, eating, serving idols like money, it really doesn't matter honestly. Another door is other people... they call them soul ties but really its just our energy getting all mixed up with someone else's in the spiritual level and this happens through friendships, sex, relationships...basically by living life. Some of these soul ties are good ones, others are bad ones, but the company you keep matters greatly.
Once a door is opened into your soul (not your spirit--completely different), other forms of evil can also enter into your life. That's why things seem like they are getting worst. It's because they are getting worst.
Okay, now the good part, for the one or two of you who haven't written me off as crazy or a religious nut (I am neither), there is good news. When you ask for forgiveness from your heart, and really cry out to God, he forgives you, but there's more...much more. He also give you clearance to use his authority to combat this intelligent evil. The key though is that it must be done verbally, not in your mind. I don't know why but that's just how it is.
Im not going to try to convince you, but any of you who have lost out hope, should give it a try, what do you have to lose.
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