[ Did I Orgasm? ]
I'm quite young, but I've been masturbating (somewhat) since I was around 8. It started off as rubbing myself between my underwear, and now I'm full-on rubbing my clit and inserting fingers into myself. I was always really disappointed when I couldn't climax, so today, I kept rubbing. I've had liquid leak from me before, which wasn't urine, it was a clear sticky fluid. But today, when I kept rubbing; so I could hit my climax, I um, I peed myself? Maybe?
I'm not actually sure, I can't tell the colour (because my sheets are blue.)
I tried touching it so I could clean it up, some of the areas smell like faint urine, and other areas of the sheet have no scent at all. I'm really scared, is my body doing something wrong? Is this normal for your first time "orgasming."?
(I doubt I actually orgasmed, I mean I felt relieved and okay, but that didn't last as long as people say it does, and it didn't feel as great as they say it does too)