I just recently started shooting cocaine when my husband left for the Army, about 3 weeks ago, this is the first time since 9 years ago when i took a 3 week binge. I am just curious if it is absolutely necessary that I go to re-habilitation or if this is early enough I can do it on my own. My husband is unaware and I do not want to tell him until he is in a place where he can handle it. Any advice would be super. Also, I do not do it everyday, I usually do it for a day or two and then quit for the same amount of time...not that it makes it better.
I think you already know the answer to your question. You have addiction issues. My God, you're shooting cocaine, not just snorting it! I strongly suggest you get into rehab as soon as possible. Tell your husband later if that is what you want but get into rehab now!
I think the most important question to ask yourself about this is if you can do it on your own. If you are not telling your husband, then it's clear that you already have an addiction. I can tell you that even rehab will not help you if you do not want to get better. You have to want to do this for yourself, so it's really up to you. You're an adult and can make your own choices. I think that if you're already asking that question, it means that you may need to consider it. I wish you the best. Keep us posted on your progress.