About 3 years ago..I noticed a huge outbreak down there when I was heading to a trip to Mexico with some friends. I went with a guy and my best friend and her bf at the time. Now I had never had sexual intercourse with this man, let alone just kiss him. I was so freaked out, I assumed I was just having a UTI. I bought a little pocket sized mirror to check out my area, and noticed there def. wasn't something right. I felt sick, itchy, and ashamed. I never have been a girl who has had alot of partners, and am always the one to have a boyfriend. I am in my 20's, and I must say my outbreak went away after a week. Prior to this vacation I had fooled around with a girl who at the time had an on and off boyfriend who was supposidely bi? Didn't think much of it because this girl was my friend. I used her vibrator before, fooled around with her because i was curious, and sooner or later ourfriendship went south. Recently my life has changed and I am in a relatinship now with a great guy and have been with him for 2 years. He took me on an amazing vaca on my last birthday and during it he had a outbreak on his area, so immedietly he went to his doctor at home nearing the end of our trip. He went home and obviously assumed I was the one that had given him the gift that keeps on giving, His doctor told him he just had ingrown hairs, and he shouldnt worry much about it. I was relieved because I realized maybe I really didn't have something wrong with me. I ended up going to a pychic in my area who was I must say right on the money. I sat there as she told me about my life and, even brought up the girl who I was intimate with a while ago. She proceeded to tell me (without me even saying a single word about it) that she had contracted the disease to me. I was horrified, and even more disgusted at the fact that she wouldn't at least tell me or warn me, nevertheless let me use her toys if she wasn't clean. Now I am obviously denying to my bf that I was the reason he has this aweful problem (we both take valtrex off his prescription bcuz I dont have insurance) thank goodness! ( even though he is the one that gets more outbreaks than me because he is stressed out alot from work. )
Recently I noticed this small patch near my breasts that didnt't look normal. I showed my bf and he said that the type of herpes we had could spread to any parts of the body. Now, mind you I have had my breasts done about a year ago and was worried there was something wrong with my breasts..previous to this after my bf found out he was positive for herpes 2..I went to the clinic to see if my pyschic i went to had been correct. I am so embarassed, that the results came in positive. Now I am stuck with this for the rest of my life. I know this is long but I had to share my whole experience with this aweful thing "we" are dealing with. It makes me feel dirty (even though I swear I am the cleanest person I know, and my bf as well is a clean freak). I am a very sexual person and love having sex, but lately this recent outbreak on my chest has caused me to have severe moodswings, and make me have low self confident about myself..did I mention I workout alot and before this had small outbreaks on my back which I assumed were just from sweating at the gym..maybe that was the reason, but now that I have to wear regular tshirts and use ketoconazole cream on my chest area everyday im hoping it will quickly go away. Anyone else out there that has similiar stories would be great. I know I am not alone. I wish I could reverse the past and even confront this girl. But I know if I do that she will deny is and tell the world that I am the one with the problem. Alright Im done ranting. Its 6am and I cant sleep, nonetheless look at my chest in the mirror because right next to my right breast (in the middle) it looks as if I burnt myself with a curling iron, and im flaking up a storm if I scratch it..(because its so rediculously itchy). Bye for now! Thanks for listening to my short 3 year biography. :x