Hi, I'm 24 years old, my name is Sam and I'm struggling to eat. I have a voice in my head that screams at me telling me I need to lose weight, if I eat anything then it has to be 500 calories or less, this includes drink and when I eat I'm ill afterwards. I barely eat, see myself as fat and I suffer with depression too. Is this normal?
You should contect any good counselor or doctor.
Try to overcome your depression. That is the origin of your problems.