Hi,I am an abroad student and im in a relationship since 1st of May with a guy who's an Erasmus student(that means he is leaving in 10 days),and i lost my virginity with him.I knew from the beginning that i shouldn't let myself develop strong feelings for him and im just having fun because he is leaving and because i just didn't want to fall in love again,im already hurt by someone and im disappointed by guys.Today after we made love i asked him about his ex gf who was a girl here and they had sex and etc in the same bed and etc. I FELT EXTREMELY JEALOUS,i can't handle it. Just the idea of her in my place is making me crazy..and especially when he told me she was older than him(and me) and she tought him things about sex,about girls and other things makes me even more jealous. Im really worried..i don't wanna end up with feelings..or perhaps i already have,i just didnt realize it yet..He is leaving in 10 days.and we both know we are gonna miss each other..Plus im in a very difficult phase of my life and having him is like a miracle..What am i supposed to do? Im really confused...
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