I'm 13. I recently wanted to take my life. I messaged my best friend telling him good bye and he said if I did it he would to. I told him he had way more to live for and said I don't want to die but. And I told him he didn't have to and he said idk man. So I tried.. I passed out for an hour before anyone found me. He messaged me 10 times calling my name and he tried himself.. he didn't fail. I've sat in my room for a week straight. I've almost attempted again and again but I'm scared I'll go to hell for killing my friend. I don't know what to do anymore. I deserve to die for what I've done I want to die. Please help.
I'm a male BTW. Just in case you need that
Someone help please:( after sending this I'm even more depressed and rather die and go to hell because if what I did. I deserve to suffer I deserve to burn in hell.
I may just do it. I'm going crazy of what I did. I even pulled out some of my hair. I've been cutting all night. I'm going to try and sleep and if I don't get repkys tomorrow I'm going to do it.