A few weeks ago I wanted to know how it feels like to masturbate so I tried it one night, I don't want to break my hymen so I didn't penetrate it... I just tried massaging my clitoris, it felt really good but it was so intense that I had to stop before having an orgasm (I was also a little scared), my cheeks even flushed and my lips became really pink. However the next day when I tried doing this again I got no pleasure I waited for a week and a half and I tried again and felt nothing. What really scared me is that yesterday I read a question submitted on a website called Scarleteen by a guy who has the same condition. The only difference is that he's a guy and I'm a girl, and that he takes antidepressants. Everything else is the same. It's not that I want to masturbate again, I'm just scared that when I grow up and get married, I'll get no pleasure from sex.
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