i'm a 19 year old male, i have an abnormally large penis but i was at work yesterday... lifted A LOT of heavy stuff and strained.. now i'm suffering from a hemorrhoid, it's 4 in the morning now and i'm looking at articles about why my balls and penis are way smaller than usual. I vividly remember my penis and sack going numb when i strained too hard and under my skin around the rim of my anus stuck through( my anus is not inverting, just a small painful bump on the outer rim) and well after going numb.. my sack and balls have been extremely cold and i've tried masterbariomh but it's like it's asleep.. not alive and im kind of worried because my parents are on a 2 week vacation.. if i can't get hard tomorrow and my penis does not go back to regular size SOON, im definitely going to the hospital.. i need answers not sleep because im worried i may have internal bleeding down there or popped a blood vessel down there aswell as a hemorrhoid!