About 3 weeks ago i had an abortion, i really didnt want to but i lost my job my apartment my car and had no support from anyone i was pressured into it an i regret it with every ounce of myself. but i think that i may be pregnant again. please dont judge me because i never thought i could do it either until i came into the situation i am now still in if i am pregnant again i will not be making the same mistake. but i was just wonder how can i tell now its killing me to wait. Right after i did it like the same day my whole body went right back to normal i wasnt getting sick (which i had hyper-emesis so if youve been through it or know someone who has you know that that is like horrible morning sickness but all day an night) and i was sick for 2 months straight in an out of the hospital multiple times a week to get IVs .. but now in the last few days all my symptoms are coming back my vivid crazy dreams, i have no sex drive which for me is very abnormal, i have to pee all the time, every thought in my head contradicts itself and all i want to do is drink tea all day long I've been getting heartburn.. well basically you get it.. but is this normal to start back up 3 weeks later or is this a sign that i am pregnant again.. i am too ashamed and embarrassed to go to the doctors unless i know for sure because i was so excited about the baby when i was pregnant. I did it because i was afraid i wouldnt have a place for the baby to live or money for food or diapers or anything and i didnt want it to suffer. :? :? Please help!!!