Try a toothbrush you don't use
I use a wine bottle with veg oil it feels good going in and out I keep it going for as long as I can
I like to put cucumbers up my butt hole and pee my self at the same time
I do use glass bottles a wine bottle it feels good going up my butt
If you would like thing up then find some one that could help you out by puting things up for you to start with it may help
Try and use veg oil and see if you can get a cucumber or a big carrot and if that is to small try a wine bottle
After I pee my self I keep pushing the cucumber in and out of my butt
I like put a cucumber up my butt hole and push it in and out as I pee my self it feels so good
I take big cucumbers and stick it up there and it feels so good. Also use large potatoes to push it all the way inside and I walk around the house with it up in me
Vasaline is a good lube
skrew driver handel
I'm 14 too, so I also find it frustrating to find something. I'd like any ideas that i could do unsuspiciously.
right im saying
Vegetable oil or dove soap
Try buying a long and wide sylinder shampoo/soap bottle at the store and say it's for you, I do this and I'm 14 I just use big bottles