I really want to finger myself but I'm scared

Alright. If you're a very petite girl or clean girl I can see why you're scared. But if you want to finger and touch yourself, think about the following. A boy you like, or hot dudes, and then think about their penis. Maybe how it might enter you. Or how it would feel to taste.then start rubbing your clit and vaginal lips until you feel like you're going to orgasm