Hi guys, I desperately need to clear my doubts. I was sexually abused between ages 5-6 bt I don't remember whether I lost my virginity during those times. All I can say is that as a child I was crying a lot while the 'bastard' was abusing me I dunno whether from the pain or the fear. So does dis mean I'm nt physically a virgin anymore? Now I'm 22 years old and going to be engaged with my boyfriend he knows my past completely but since we live in the middle east it's important but not for us? Is der a way to prove I was abused in my current age? Plus me and bf are sexually active means pushing n fondling but not completely inside since there might still be chance I'm a virgin.. Will it be hard to tell coz of our activities n it didnt matter anymore coz I lived wid the trauma dat I myt have lost it when I was 6 n didn't knw it was important in our society please help mr answer my dilemma without any judgement coz dis trauma is killing me and can't go forward wid my life thinking I'm worthless for my future husband since I was abused... Thx
I dont think so no.