Hi. Here's really, really a response. If you're cutting yourself, it's because cutting feels better than everything else you're going through. Priority number one is finding something that feels better than cutting. Well, actually priority one is just say no to more cutting. As for all these other issues, you're not the first person to go through them, maybe more board members will have helpful things to say. But first of all, please know there are people out there, even perfect strangers, who actually do care enough to respond to you.
You're welcome, and I'm sorry I can't be clear.There are some rules that limit what I can say here. But to be clear, there are people who care as much as they can, and I hope you can feel better somehow some way soon.
This would be the time to go to an ER and explain what is going on and ask for face to face help. There are medical treatments that can help you feel better. I've only known two cutters personally, and both felt OK after treatment. But you have to get treatment and stick to your treatment the doctor orders.