To all the guys who love gay porn but think they're straight I would say that on a gliding scale of sexuality you are probably mostly straight, but obviously still a little bicurious and there is nothing wrong with that. As for the disgust part after coming, I have to say that I recognize myself a bit in that and think it's because of social norms and you therefore feel that it's not normal and wrong.
I myself am a girl. Mostly straight, but also bicurious. When I started watching porn I was disgusted myself as well (always after I came), probably because it wasn't normal for girls (back then) to watch porn. I also questioned my sexuality because it was girl on girl porn that had turned me on. When I was older I started watching heterosexual porn and even some of the really hardcore stuff and I was even more disgusted with myself because it went against my principles of how women should be treated (especially being treated wrongly myself) and depiction of women as whores for liking sex. So I think that the feelings of disgust were there because liking porn of any kind crashed with my (culturally and socially imposed) worldviews. Same perhaps as your disgust for liking gay porn after the big moment.
I am coming more to terms with my sexuality everyday and experience those bad feelings after coming much less. Oh and also, I like watching dude on dude porn as well. And I'd love to experience sex with a girl sometime, but I only fall in love with men. What can I say, sexuality is much more complex than just the straight-bi-gay diversion. So start accepting and enjoying whatever it is you like :)
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My opinion here, I feel porn is like a drug, in that the same stuff wont get you off after awhile, just like we build a tolerance to alcohol, porn to gets a tolerance. There is no way arround the fact that the way the average american dude watches porn habitually, sometimes everyday, sometimes a few times a week can be construed as an addiction. I think its only been like 50 - 60 years we as men have had such an abundance of fap material. I think we are getting desensitized to sex, i figure in antiquity the ammount of bukkake ladyboy ball stompers where few and far between. Imagine porn is like junk food, and the ego issues and potential penis hardening side effects are like the diabetes and heart disease of the porn world. Take a huge break or leave it all together, know who you are and forget what anyone tells you to do or are. That or get a super freak gf like i did, we surf tumblr porn together, nuff said.
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This is exactly what I always feel, I always have a girl crush, but the thought of big cocks, blow jobs, handjobs with men turns me on. After I cum from watching gay porn, I start to disgust myself but I would still do it anyway. I really don't know if it's really a bad thing. But this situation of mine confuses me alot when I get turned on.
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Not me! I watch gay porn and like it! I beat it until I get off and continue watching it... I like to watch the cum shoot out of a penis and I like to see the head of a penis being slipped into an ass...
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same here bro i literalyjust finished wanking and typed in "Am I gay if I wank to gay porn but I'm straight" i call myself straight (btw not tryna be homophobic to gay ppl i respect them) but i hope im not gay.
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I find gay porn more of a turn on to more then women just seeing 2 guys naked bodies and tongues touching drives me wild
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For many years I had the occasional gay fantasy. 99% of the time I masturbated thinking about women, but sometimes I would think about a man. It felt dirty, forbidden and good. But I felt disgusted afterwards, wondering what was wrong with me.
I got married 16 years ago and about 5 years into our marriage, my wife told me out of the blue one night that she sometimes fantasized about women. We had mind blowing sex that night and sex got much better when we started fantasizing about a woman in the mix.
It took me 6 months but I finally plucked up the courage to tell my wife about my gay fantasies. More mind blowing sex and we added men to the mix. But the best part was, I no longer felt guilty or disgusted with myself. I found myself having more gay fantasies. I also felt empowered to watch gay porn and read gay erotica. And I loved it! Things just snowballed over the years. My wife also told me I was harder when we talked about me with a man.
Today, my fantasies, porn and erotica are exclusively gay. On an emotional and attraction level, I love women. My wife and I have regular mind blowing sex. She knows that if I had a choice, I would stop having sex with her and hook up with a guy twice a week. In the last 2 years, with my wife's blessing and encouragement, I have had a couple of experiences. They were not as good as expexted but I know I just need to find the right guy. My wife would like to hook up with other men (and women) but is too shy. Hopefully she will take that leap some day. I want her to be satisfied if/when the day comes I no longer can.
I really don't care that I may eventually be gay. I actually welcome and embrace it. Why stress aboilut something that is completely natural? I have enjoyed being with women and now it is time for a change. So don't feel guilty abolition your gay fantasies. Enjoy them. Do they make you cum? Do they make you have better cum than when thinking about women? As much as I love a woman's body and get turned on by them, I stopped thing about women a couple of years ago while masturbating or having sex. I just cannot cum, thinking about a woman.
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for me its different idk if i would have sex with a man but when i see gay porn i get hard and jack off to it but idk if im bi or im straight cause i love women like omg but when i see a guy that is hot or just think of one i get hard am i bi some one reply plz
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