I'm straight but gay porn turns me on

I kissed a girl and i loved it!! but i cant watch born with women. I did it with a guy, and hated it! you have to try ;)

Hi, no. Nothing wrong with it at all. It's all just experimental and kinky stuff. Nothing Homo about it. Stop worrying. Seriously. It's natural animal instinct. Nothing more.

Hi I'm 16, athiest, non-homophobic and in love with a girl. However I often watch gay porn and anal and oral sex turn me on possibly more than heterosexual sex. I love pleasuring myself anally and I often fantasise about being drilled by a guy with a massive penis. Whenever I masturbate to gay porn I get so hard and when I finish I have a more pleasurable orgasm and also ejaculate more than with straight porn. However when any turned on feelings have gone I hate what I've just done and couldn't fathom being in a really intimate relationship with a man but the idea of sex still plays on my mind. I really want to to have sex with a man as I have had previous encounters that I have enjoyed. But I absoloutely love vagina and women and they're the most beautiful things on the planet and when I do watch straight porn (I watch it more than gay) I just want to f**k that girl so hard! The fact that I'm in love with an amazing girl which I would happily marry, yet I would also happily be screwed by 2 guys at once confuses me. I don't want to be gay and I'm not homophobic at all. What also annoys me is when people comment on this threat and telling people whether they're gay or not when frankly they have no idea, it almost seems in a way like some gay people are trying to convert other unsure people and possibly confusing them more by doing this. Those are just my views and I don't want to insult anyone but that's what I think.

yea im 13 and all this is happening to me i just feel like there should be a name for this type of thing so i didn't feel so weird, but when im jacking off i watch everything but mainly gay porn is the most common. when i have ejaculated i don't feel a sudden feeling that what im doing is gross i just think the weirder the stuff i watch the more it turns me on. i feel the same way as u do that being in a gay relationship would not work for me but i just think the weirder the porn the better i guess.i also love to pleasure myself anally.

It also means you're not 100% straight either!

I'm almost crying right now, because I just begin to worry allot in the last years for feeling EXACTLY this way, and it was so confusing to me. I never felt in love with a guy, and I can't just see it for me, even though I have gay friends (male and female) and I am up for marriage equality, because everyone in this damn planet deserves to be with the person they love for heaven's sake, and I can't believe we're still discussing that nowadways. But with me it was something diferent. I've never felt atracted to a guy till I was 17. It happened, and I think it was still the only time it did to me. Gay porn also turns me on, but not the anal thing...that discusts me, just the blowjobs and the handjobs. And I think that in my case, the issue is that, I've never had any experience of the kind with a guy, even growing up. So I think I've always had that curiosity to try it, BUT I couldn't do it with just anyone, it had to be someone I trusted and knew it wouldn't feel awkward. I didn't knew what to think of myself, because I often thought that if I was gay, probably it was easier to understand, but I ain't. I can't see myself living with a man, and I've always felt in love with women. I'm 22 atm, and my native language isn't english, so excuse any bad grammar, but I just feel incredibly confused and lost atm, and I don't know what to do about this. I knew allot of guys who did handjobs to each other growing up and then acted like they were the most manly guys around, and that bothered me allot, because they used to call me homo for not hanging out with them, which to this day made no sense to me, because they were the ones screwing each other around, while I never even took out my clothes in front of another guy, because I was always so shy. This post, and the responses it got, were a major breakthrough to me, and I am so very grateful for them. I felt I was alone on this, and now I know it isn't that weird anymore. I wish I could talk to you, because I honestly don't know if I will be able to open myself about this to anyone.

This is so scary lol.... I am in the EXACT same situation... I mean... that's just freaky.. :o

Don't worry, you're just a huge faggot, but there is nothing wrong with being a faggot ;)

It's a common feeling to feel like what was i watching but that doesn't mean you don't like it... Hence your arriving on the site again. Trust me every guy on this forum needs to hook up with me. It's just something about a straight guy penis deep in me, it feels so good I'm taking his girlfriends penis... Then they always nut on my back:)

Sorry to burst your bubbles, but.... Sexual orientation (whether you're attracted to the same or opposite gender or both) is defined by sex, not romance. Hence "SEXUAL orientation." If same sex intercourse of any kind turns you on, then you are not heterosexual or "straight," no matter how you feel emotionally about the opposite gender. I'm no different than you, gentlemen. I have romantic fantasies about women and sexual fantasies about men. And I would be fooling myself if I said I was not gay. I'm not saying this to insult you guys or make you feel bad, but the quicker you come to terms with your sexuality the sooner you can be comfortable in your own skin and the happier and more productive you will be in life. Living a lie sucks, it's hard, and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Take care, folks.

I know exactly what you mean i am 15 and i want to puke if i see those gay anal stuff but somethimes oral turnes me on but then i think maybe its puberty because i like girls,boobs etc.. I get scared only thinking being gay

I know exactly what you mean i am 15 and i want to puke if i see those gay anal stuff but somethimes oral turnes me on but then i think maybe its puberty because i like girls,boobs etc.. I get scared only thinking being gay and i fall in love with girls all the time

like im in the absoluetly same situation.. i think that gay porn turns us because if feels not normal and more exiting compared to straight porn so i thin that when the hormons that tell us "I WANT SEX" calm down we will not be interested in other men/boys... nobody understands the puberty inside

Well why dont you just go to a gay bar pick a gay dude up and f***k them like no tomorow but i am also curious so if you live in blackstone virginia or near there we should meet i mean kissing stuff is gross for guys but i like the porn better

You are in for a lifelong struggle of denial towards yourself if u honestly believe that u need to change who you ARE just so people will like u.. if your so called friends cant except the fact that youre gay (and you are), then they dont deserve your time. If you love yourself, no matter what ur sexual prefernce is, than you wilk have a much happier life. There are alot of genuinly nice people out there that would love ti get to know you and be your friend, while not caring about your sexuality