I'm straight but gay porn turns me on

I am going through the same experience

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My whole life I've been attracted to women and have had more than handful of women sexually. I have a girlfriend of 3 years who is very sexy to me inside and out, she satisfies me completely and I am primarily attracted to women specifically their asses I think I am an ass addict. Yet In my whole life I've seen a hell of a lot of gay porn I can get off to male anal, seeing big thick penises and cumshots, i have explored my body anally I have a toy really the whole works but the thing is, if I see a man kissing another man or think of dating a man personally in real life im entirely put off by that, I couldn't date a man kiss one or anything 'emotional' so because im so sexually secure of myself I know that there is really nothing wrong with watching gay porn hell I think a straight man can f**k another man and still not be completely gay because sex is just sex until you add emotions into the mix that is when things get labeled and seriously? labels can rarely if EVER totally explain someone's sexuality so I say just live your life confused kids one minute you are here the next we are simply dust in the wind...

It's normal I feel it too

You are gay. Simple as that. Being gay is 100% ok so don't worry. Embrace your sexuality.

I'm 14, and I don't know if I'm gay but I get off to gay porn. Like straight porn nor lesbian porn just 'does' it for me. But then I like girls, I can't imagine myself in a relationship with a guy. I do imagine myself being sucked of by one or sucking on off... or just having sex with them... but I can't imagine having a life with a man nor have feelings when I see men IRL besides 'I wonder how big their penis is'.

Is that what straight guys think about girls, so am I gay? Maybe it's media which gave me this misconception that I can't live a life with someone of the same sex... or maybe I'm bisexual. I dunno.

sex with someone does not make you homo or hetero. for people to post that straight,  same sex friends,  getting together for their own enjoyment equates their sexuality, one way or another, is so wrong.

if a lesbian has sex with a man, is she now heterosexual . no, she is not.

she/we/us--we are who we are, and a sexual act does not define us.

you define youself.  i define my self as awesome. a man. an american. a friend. a father. a brother. an uncle. an  individual that determines his own path.

 

Imm straight i think?   I find women hot and sexxy and sweet well certain ones some are down right bit***s and fkn ugly and demanding..... i cant be with a woman unless she is like hot no exceptions whatsoever and personality also.....    But  BuTT                                             IF

 

I watch gay porn especially bareback "unprotected" and theyre f*****g hard and cum hard inside i cum so quick and hard tooo and more... and cum again sooner.......    But i think and believe me Guys Im very good at self diagnosing etc psychalogicaly etc   and have been told so by a several Psychs just that.....     ive also been told after entrance exams to military I should be a psychologist   .. yes I can analyze someone just on basically seeing them within the first five seconds I know if they are genuine or not .. if they are lying I pick it a mile away......                       This has a lot to do with the above question  

 

because ive been asking myself the same for some years......   now i was also tampered with and stuck in a situation where this older guy basically raped me for a couple of years..... it sucked... but I also did suck him and f**k him it was ok but hmmm  wank was better allthough he did give the best headjob.... sickens me to say that.....   but im an honest man.... My wife now sorta ex knows all and weve been together 25yrs....      '

NOW HERE IS THE DIAGNOSIS IN POINT FORM 

 do you find some of the guys in porn do nothing for you but others do?  

the above question is irrelivant if youve been messed with as you will typically only prefer to watch older guys as anyone younger will seem sickening and just a horrible trip down memory lane.... 

ok so if your fussy then good chance you prefer guys....

ok NO. 2 once youve cum do you feel, lets say dirty, sick, wish you didnt,turn it off as quick as possible , due lol to someone finding it, but seriously because any further viewing once youve cum is disgusting and sick.... etc? 

Yes .... well then your straight...  No well thats ok I hope it were the real hot chicks that you always scored more for me ty.... and dont feel ashamed or dirty its not....

would or could you see yourself kissing another guy? passionately?  

 

if yes then yep your pretty much fully fledged..... 

 

I cum quick and hard to gay sex but the fact is guys know what guys want as women do   and we give it because its just a fact I like this so he prob does and 99% time your right    

 

 

 

 

 

i like the taste of cum and have always its probably due to the fact if you could give yourself a bj you would so that is not a sign of being gay... but if you like it and youve cum and no longer turned on etc then chances once again are you more than likely are gay.... 

 

I.e I love going down on women except for the ones that dont look after themselves or sleep about usually stink  "its rottern cum from you or ????  hmmm " so thats the fishy smell if its worse than that then she might have a fish lol haha no possibly an infection and yep some infections that a girl gets you can catch such as genital warts all though my gf showed no sign and never has... as I married her.... so buggered if I know where they come from perhaps a toilet door................     

 

   Now dont think because you like playing with your butt whilst masturbating or during sex that your gay     its normal and the guys that reckon it is fagot stuff and gay blah blah .... usually are so scared of the fact that they actually that gay they dont like women                    

 

on that note yes if you tell your wife to stick her finger up your bum she may say yuck no but if you go down on her say mutually 69er and slip some lube on your finger and just rub her ass then just slowly finger her and you will find you will probably be pushing her head away because its gettting you excited licking one and fingering a tight butt thats squeeezing your pinky ;)      They love it if you are gentle      

My wife actuall did prefer it for quite a while and would cum more than ever during anal sex to the point her ass was too sloppy I went back to the stockie ....       

 

so noto gay if youiu do above

ive only realised all of this minutes prior to answering but I'll guarantee you im right and a psych with a cert will tell you more or less what i have .... if ive said you are they too will now if you are dont feel bad about it , as its you you should never feel bad about who or what you are.... its not good ................ I was forced to feel like this and still do ......... from age 2 .

WOW. to mirror off of wat you said. I am the exact same way. And something similar to what you did happened to me also. My first sexual encounter was with a male. But I love women and how they are and they are beautiful. But gay sex s wat turns me on. It feels preety great to know that someone else feels te same wy I do.

I also watch gay porn because of all the passion they they have

I so agree with ya!

I am getting hard as hell just reading this. I totally agree!

Occasionally, few times a year, I have this urge to watch gay porn, or guys jerking off and cumming. I really connect with it on a deeper level. To me, as a straight man, it turns me on to see a guy cumming and I jerk to it too - I know what he's feeling. I'm seeing someone else enjoy what I enjoy (masturbating and cumming). I do not believe it is a marker for being gay. I think it is a sexual thing where a few times a year I get this urge (maybe I'm board and want to stretch out and feel like Im crossing some 'forbidden line"?) Then, just like that, I delete all my gay porn and solo jerk vids, and go back my nubile porn or mature (I like opposite ends of the age spectrum!)

I'm a 13 year old boy. I have a HUGE crush on this girl who's in my class. She really beautiful. Sometimes I'm feeling an urge, so I jack off. I usually watch lesbian porn, or just use my imagination. But I have no idea why, I will watch gay porn. I will get SUPER turned on and will imagine sucking a guys penis and getting screwed hard. After I ejaculate, I say "ew! What was I thinking!" Usually when I get turned on I am thinking about f*****g my friend (who is gay) because he will f**k me for sure. After I jack off with or to him I'll think to myself about the crush I have on a GIRL. I'm totally straight, but I have these urges for guys when I'm turned on, but will never date one. Help me because if my (please god) future girlfriend finds out... IM DEAD!