its been nearly a year since ive had my first intercourse with a guy. ive had a boyfriend right after that( obviously not the same guy i lost my virginity to) but i somehow refused to have sex with my boyfriend at the time. I didnt know why. Shortly after that i had sex with a friend of mine, and were still friends and just a couple of months ago with a cute lawyer. Now i have boyfriend again and im very inclined not to have sex. I dont know why this is. Usually im turned on like mad when im around guys,but it could have something to do with my emotional side. I have sex for fun and i dont have you know as proper girlfriends and boyfriends have this " love making" ive never had that, maybe thats why im scared of getting too close. I also hate being vulnerable towards guys,since ive practically never cry and just am a strong person infront of them.
Somebody please help me.