So I can't masterbate at all with simply my hand, I haven't used actually lubricant ever but i've tried spit, cocoa butter, etc etc and i just cant bust or get close. I need to use like a soft fabric or something and I just rub that alot and then i can bust..is that normal or am i just weird? lol btw when a girl gives me a HJ it works good just not my own hand
First of all, try watching less and less porn until you stop.
And, see a doctor. We can't tell you which drug you have to take, how much and, more importantly, if you have to take one.