I am. I took a lab test today and won't get the results until 2-3 days. I have anxiety issues and I am really terrified.
I feel as if I'm in the same boat. I just went in for a routine check up and found out I've tested positive for chlamydia a week ago which really scared me. I've used condoms so I'm not sure if I contracted this std from my ex boyfriend who gave me oral sex. It also worries me because I thought what if the condom broke and I didn't realize it. I've had one instance where a condom has slipped off as well with an ex boyfriend. I've only had unprotected sex intentionally once. I feel like I have literally no one to talk to. Because of this I have decided to get tested for hiv. I've spent many days looking up symptoms. Today I finally went to the doctor and I broke down crying while the nurse took my blood. So much stuff is running through my mind right now. I've done everything I know how to. I've prayed and cried because I am so emotional right now. This really scares me because my aunt has the HIV virus so it hits home. I will not receive my results until 72 hours. However I hope all is well with you ik exactly how you feel because I'm going through the same thing right now.
What are the long term complications of HIV? How can you cope with them?