[This could all just be in my head but i think i might have something wrong with me??
Im very observant. Actually very is an understatement, i notice every single TINY detail about all people. I could tell you every detail about anybody i know down to the placement of thier eyelashes, I examine everyone so closely (thier actions and thier appearance) and then in my mind i critize it and think negatively about them. I also only think the way i do things is the right way to do it. If you dont do it how i do it, then your wrong. I only wear blue gray or white clothes and only from one certain store. I will not even consider getting my clothes from any other store because i dont think they will fit me exatly how i want them too and they wont be good enough. I cannot get a boyfriend. I always get really close to having one but i let the tiniest imperfections get in the way of liking them to the point where they seem gross to me. I do the same things almost everyday, i would never even consider taking a shower at someone elses house because its not my things and it wont be the same as at my house. This is a really sloppy explanation of what i think my problem is but idk how to explain its really hard to tell the way i feel.
Do i have soemthing wrong with me or ami just a wierd brat?
Im very observant. Actually very is an understatement, i notice every single TINY detail about all people. I could tell you every detail about anybody i know down to the placement of thier eyelashes, I examine everyone so closely (thier actions and thier appearance) and then in my mind i critize it and think negatively about them. I also only think the way i do things is the right way to do it. If you dont do it how i do it, then your wrong. I only wear blue gray or white clothes and only from one certain store. I will not even consider getting my clothes from any other store because i dont think they will fit me exatly how i want them too and they wont be good enough. I cannot get a boyfriend. I always get really close to having one but i let the tiniest imperfections get in the way of liking them to the point where they seem gross to me. I do the same things almost everyday, i would never even consider taking a shower at someone elses house because its not my things and it wont be the same as at my house. This is a really sloppy explanation of what i think my problem is but idk how to explain its really hard to tell the way i feel.
Do i have soemthing wrong with me or ami just a wierd brat?
Theres nothing wrong with you , some people are very observant and have a photogenic memory , you judging people is a bad habit tho so stop doing that but other than that , its not even a mental disorder , its a positive thing , since youre so observant you can memorize things more easily. Think on the bright side!