I have found out I am pregnant from my attack 1 months ago and I am absolutley devastated.. I havent been able to sleep, or eat or anything.
I worked extremely hard to get my life the way it was, and I loved my life the way it was before and I just want my life to go back to normal, I dont even want children and never wanted any for myself let alone for a rapist...
I know with adoption the child may grow up to come back into my life and Ill have to relive this all over again.. I had so much promise... Now Im ruined, If I have an abortion I can get a second chance to have my life back, but My husband is totally againts abortion and says its murder, but I really dont want this baby/child/person in my life... Ever..I know having this baby is only going to seal my fate.
I need advice, but i dont know who to turn to, this isnt an experience i really want to be forced into advertising to my close friends and family..
I worked extremely hard to get my life the way it was, and I loved my life the way it was before and I just want my life to go back to normal, I dont even want children and never wanted any for myself let alone for a rapist...
I know with adoption the child may grow up to come back into my life and Ill have to relive this all over again.. I had so much promise... Now Im ruined, If I have an abortion I can get a second chance to have my life back, but My husband is totally againts abortion and says its murder, but I really dont want this baby/child/person in my life... Ever..I know having this baby is only going to seal my fate.
I need advice, but i dont know who to turn to, this isnt an experience i really want to be forced into advertising to my close friends and family..
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