I have been addicted to oxycodone,hydrocodone and when i couldn't get those i abused tramadols..Iv'e never been addicted to anything in my life accept sex and weed at 1 point in my life..These horrible drugs has ruined my life health wise and finacially..Iv'e tried to cold turkey a few times but started back popping again..This drug made me stop all the positive things i use 2 love doing..I don't workout anymore,i don't hang with my old friends,i don't enjoy the same events.It has even change my sense of humor and personality a bit..I'm sure the ppl who really know me see the changs..I want and need my old self back..Today will be my first day clean..I;m excited about getting back to my normal self..The crazy part is when i was working out heavy i got that same opiate high after a good workout..That's natural and good for you..My plan is to do the thomas recipe an start back exercising/eating right as i once did in the past..That's a natural buzz which is all we need..I may drink or smoke a lil bud every now an then but that's about it..Never abuse opiates you will lose everything lil by lil i swear 2 you..I was taking atleast 75 miligram of oxys a day.Then i wasnt getting the same affect so i had to keep increasing which would of killed me eventually..
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