I am a guy now 49 when I was younger around 13/14 a older guy in his 40d's raped me more then 1 time like months since I got raped I no longer could think of girls in sexy ways nor felt like I would want do things with girls in sexy ways since I been raped when I was around 13/14 I have only ever hade sex with guys I have did it all with guys so could being raped when I was around 13/14 have turns me gay?