Sounds good Ker, I also love music and have an ipod. Forgot all about it. Use to run to my music. Thanks for reminding me. I am also trying my best not taking the afternoon dose. I don't even know what I down to anymore. I cut the film into 4 pieces and take one piece in the morning and one in the afternoon. Oh the film is 2mg. I guess that's allot better than 8mg 3x a day:-)
Good Luck and stay in touch,
MonaLisa913
Good Luck and stay in touch,
MonaLisa913
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I will, I can start feeling the bad coming on a little. The little uncontrolled jerking....I was thinking of the gym for 30 and then the steam room for 5 minutes hard to do when you have no energy at all. but when i think of people out there and specific people out there right now having lunch and you are the furthest thing from there mind makes me mad and makes me want to do the rocky thing you know...strength and honer!! you like that?
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Hi Ker,
Feeling lousy today and that's taking the second piece of film. I am tired of being tired. Yes I do get angry at other people sometimes for they don't understand what we go through. My roomate goes to the gym every day and the only thing that concerns him is how big his muscles are getting (steriods). While I feel I am slowly disappearing. Sometimes I think it's best to jump off and get this detox over with. In my case it's not wise for I have been on this for over 12 years. Buprenex,Subutex now Suboxone. I guess I'll take it one day at a time and hope tomorrow I will feel better.
Good Luck My friend,
MonaLisa913
Feeling lousy today and that's taking the second piece of film. I am tired of being tired. Yes I do get angry at other people sometimes for they don't understand what we go through. My roomate goes to the gym every day and the only thing that concerns him is how big his muscles are getting (steriods). While I feel I am slowly disappearing. Sometimes I think it's best to jump off and get this detox over with. In my case it's not wise for I have been on this for over 12 years. Buprenex,Subutex now Suboxone. I guess I'll take it one day at a time and hope tomorrow I will feel better.
Good Luck My friend,
MonaLisa913
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just keep going, i know that sound redundant and lame. but you have to. how long do you have before you are off. i can see the room mate in my head. I used to be the biggest guy in gold gym...few years back but yup. roll your eye and think about were you will be. not feeling good. tomorrow will be one day closer right. I'm just hoping to be over this at some point and i can rebound, I was not feeling good at all and then took that half a piece, he wanted me to take 2 halves I dont need it so I'm not . why i will just get more in my body to detox out. i have been off the oxy for 7 days. so in a couple ill go to a quarter and then non. so no matter im not taking anything. i want to go to the gym today but i have no energy and no mental capacity ...yell at me if you need someone to talk with ok
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Good Morning Ker,
Another night with out sleep, but that's okay. I like the quiet and my dog just sit's on my lap and we watch T.V. Honestly I would be lost with out my dog (Jack Russell). Today I cutting down another 1/4. Best thing to do if your taking the pill get a pill cutter. It helps and save the crumbs for days you feel really bad. I figure two weeks and I should be free!!!! Wishing you the best of luck. We will stay positive together:-)
Wish I could give you my e-mail. Just don't want everyone else to have it.
Your Friend,
MonaLisa913
Another night with out sleep, but that's okay. I like the quiet and my dog just sit's on my lap and we watch T.V. Honestly I would be lost with out my dog (Jack Russell). Today I cutting down another 1/4. Best thing to do if your taking the pill get a pill cutter. It helps and save the crumbs for days you feel really bad. I figure two weeks and I should be free!!!! Wishing you the best of luck. We will stay positive together:-)
Wish I could give you my e-mail. Just don't want everyone else to have it.
Your Friend,
MonaLisa913
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that so great you have a best freind i wish i did, the nights get really lonly. i spent last night crying again. suckes, you can send it to me i will keep it close i promise. I slept last night some, i took malatonan and 3 cups od sleepy tea, im careful not to put any caffien on my body. you will get there. i didnt sleep much for so long, even takeing the pills i would not sleep. i was working crazy long hrs. Im takeing the other half 3rd day of that. ill way as long as i can before i take it so its in my system at night. think thats a good plan. you kep going ne matter. me too becuse I'm mad and the people that abandend me i want to make sure if thay see me some were some place well you know. were in the country are you.
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Hi Ker,
I know about crying spells. They suck! For no reason at all I'll just start crying and then negative thoughts follow. I live in Broward County, Florida. My roomate is at the gym most of the day and then tells me how great the sauna is for cleaning out the system, but I never get invited. ***this post is edited by moderator *** *** private e-mails not allowed*** Please read our Terms of Use
Its raining like crazy here for the past week. So that even makes it more depressing. Layla my dog is sitting on my lap while I am typing, she is so funny.
Till Later My Friend
MonaLisa913
I know about crying spells. They suck! For no reason at all I'll just start crying and then negative thoughts follow. I live in Broward County, Florida. My roomate is at the gym most of the day and then tells me how great the sauna is for cleaning out the system, but I never get invited. ***this post is edited by moderator *** *** private e-mails not allowed*** Please read our Terms of Use
I wonder if there is a way to delete it once you write it down?
Its raining like crazy here for the past week. So that even makes it more depressing. Layla my dog is sitting on my lap while I am typing, she is so funny.
Till Later My Friend
MonaLisa913
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I am a pain patient. Can't find anyone that can tell me what I am suppose to be feeling. Every drop, I feel spacey. Can't think straight. Mood swings, and my nerves seem to burn? Told if suffering taper is too quick. Insomnia is nuts. Miss deep sleeping. Dreaming again, sub caused me to quit dreaming. Please can I join? Feel isolated. Know family understands but how can they. My state is unpredictable. Lucky to not have to work during this. I would get fired. Dumped my 8 year relationship during this. I can feel the fog lifting. I am down Want a non narcotic life. No psyche drugs. Nothing other than prialt. Have a good one..
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Ker, What's going on? I am worried about you! Today is my first day off Suboxone. Wish me luck:-) I bought every vitamin you can think of. Melatonin for sleep. It work's, sometimes. For mood swings and lack of energy bought Enliven with 5-HTP (had better reviews than St. Johns Worth) and for my liver Milk Thistle. The vitamins must be working, especially Enliven with 5-HTP. No more crying spells!!!! Hope this helps. They deleted my e-mail. Sorry about that.
I pray you are doing okay and if you slipped there is nothing to be ashamed of, it happen to me many times. Best thing is to forget about it. Don't let the guilts get you down and jump on the wagon again:-)
Your Friend Who Cares,
MonaLisa913
I pray you are doing okay and if you slipped there is nothing to be ashamed of, it happen to me many times. Best thing is to forget about it. Don't let the guilts get you down and jump on the wagon again:-)
Your Friend Who Cares,
MonaLisa913
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Good Luck to All that is detoxing. This is my third day and I feel awful. No energy and flu like systoms. Can any one please tell me how long does this last? The melatonin helps at night. It is the day that I find it hard to cope with. Yesterday went for a bicycle ride and when I came home every muscle in my body hurt. Would like to hear some encouragement words.
Thank You,
Mona Lisa913
Thank You,
Mona Lisa913
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Monalisa good luck it took me 2 months to feel that i had some energy and after 4 month still felt like c**p so went back on suboxone. Now i am trying to ween myself off once again. never felt right off suboxone hope you have better luck
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I have been taking sub for 3 years and have been on 2-3 mgs .. I want to stop taking them but just can't seem to build the strength too..
I feel tired if I dont take them and have no desire to do anything. I could use some words of wisdom.. Anyone..!..
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Arw, I was on 8mg 3x a day for quite a few years. Getting down to 2mg I didn't have that much of a problem. But when I started tampering of 2mg that is when all hell broke loose. My doctor put me on Prozac that and 9 jars of vitamins and colon cleanse. Three days I went back up to my 2mg. My thing is I can't afford it anymore. Not when your sole income is S.S.I. So I have to get off. The funny thing I told my Doc. I can't afford it any more and he increases my dosage. What am I suppose to do? I swear if I had a gun I would shoot myself.
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don't do that LOL the 1st week sucks coming off sub but it does get better but it going to take at lease 6 month to feel close to normal again. your brain need to heel and that takes time good luck.
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