i am a 22 year old single mum and have a huge problem.

i have a 14 month old baby from my previous 3 year relationship wich failed due to domestic violance. i met a new man not long after i split with my previous partner he was lovely charming and he treted me like a princess untill he turned out to be the same he hit me infront of my daughter gave me a black eye and split my head open.

i split up with him immediatly and have not seen him since that was 4 weeks ago but i have just found out i am 7 weeks pregnant to him and i no he dosnt want anymore children due to a previous conversation.

i have been to my g.p and had a chat about the abortion proceedure with a nurse but am unsure if i want to get rid of this baby. some days i think i cant cope with two children but then other days i think i will love this child as much as i love my daughter i am the one who brought this baby into my belly so i have to learn to cope with it. the negative side is much greater than the possitive so i booked my self in for 14th july 2010 for an oporation to get rid but i dont no if am just doing what everybody else wants and not what i want an am scared that if i go through with this i wouldnt be able to forgive myself afterwards.

please help me make the right decision x