i had abortion for three times. the first time i had was when i was sixteen. da second and third time was recently but i really didnt want to do it. i m now suffering frm guilt n dont feel like living anymore.

last time i researched abt abortion n it said dat if u get abortion more dan two times, then there is a high risk of getting breast cancer as well as risk of gettin future child abnormal. it also said dat da child might not live for more dan a year. how true is dat? im scared to have a baby in future. n i dont even want to live now. please help me...