never been on something like this before but there's a first for everything I guess I've been on paipills for a year a half now up to 20 a day if I can get my hands on them I've been sober before for about 6 years till I had. A c-section and they have me the morphine for 24 hours then the oxycodone for two to three weeks since then it has seriously progressed did it the right way at first like if I was in pain that's when I took it then it was every little thing hurt so I took it year a a half later no scripts been buying them from people roxy oxy 10's whatever I can get decided enough so yesterday I took about 5 in the morning by 4 this am I was starting withdrawls which I know what they feel like because I've been a day here or there without them but not more than 30 hours wow huh feel like a total junkie hate myself for letting myself get this way don't wanna go use but the withdrawls say other wise what's the best way to deal or cope should I say help me please don't wanna go use gotta get clean again without including jail there's a lot more to my life story but this is what I'm dealing with this second someone with real good help please reply don't need the lecture on my stupid decisions I already know
Hang in there. I made it almost a week now using imodium. It really works. Took more imodium the first few days and tapering off. Haven't had any bad side effects. If I knew it was this easy, I would have kicked painpills out of my life years ago.
Good luck to you. Keep posting your progress.