Wow....NEVER did I expect to find anyone with this same experience...i never thought I'd be able to explain it well enough to know what words to Google lol.
For me, I get this strange feeling of being in a room, dark and of infinite size, with a wall that is extremely far away from me but super close to me at the same time...and I feel like there is a presence there that is communicating with me through pure intensity...no words or language, just a feeling of super fast intense nothingness (best way I can describe it). Like a rush of the speed of light, but contained in the smallest space possible.
I sometimes feel like I'm in trouble, like something really bad happened, does anyone else get that sensation? It almost feels like I'm in another state of existence. I use to get this a lot as a kid, but very rarely now.
Really hard to find the right words to explain this..
It was like this bug in my head, this alternate universe that existed in my brain that was telling me I was moving and operating at the wrong speed, and if I didn't listen and slow down or speed up, as requested, then something bad was going to happen. The only way to make it stop was to not think about it, but it was impossible to not think about when it was controlling my life, so it was a vicious cycle. Also, I was always terrified to tell anyone because I was scared that I would get in trouble, so this went on for so long.
Another thing I haven't seen mentioned here is the nightmares that accompanied this for me. I would have the reoccurring dream that was pretty much always the same except for the speed. It would always start with me going down a slide into this round room that had dim, warm lighting and low ceilings. The room would be full of people chatting and I would be standing in the middle, and then, depending on the speed, everything would change. If it was fast, all the people would start talking fast, their finger, toes, noses, and basically entire body's would get long and pointy and start filling the room. The walls would become sharp and start closing in, their finders would start stabbing me, it would get louder and louder and the room would get smaller until it all goes black, and then its over. If its slow, the peoples body's would blow up like balloons, and they would all start talking really slowly. The walls would start inflating and closing in on the room and everything would blow up and up and up until I suffocated, and it would all go black. I can't remember the last time I had either of these dreams, but I still think about them a lot.
To this day, there are still times where I will be going about my day and I will feel that shift in my brain, but I know how to stop it now and I can make it go away. I've discovered that listening to music will make it go away, because I just tell myself that the speed of the music is correct, and whatever else my brain is trying to tell me is wrong. However, for some reason, I can't listen to the song UNI by Ed Sheeran because it triggers something and makes everything seem slow.
I've never put into words exactly what has been happening to me for the past 18 years, so I understand this is a lot, but it's incredible to me that there are people out there who have experienced similar things.
Ugh. I feel stupid. Kawasaki disease, not a head injury from a motorcycle accident ... I'm sorry. I was too quick to respond w/o thinking. In any event, I never was ailed with any illness as a child or since. I honestly don't think a correlation exists there.
i have the same thing. upon some research, i think it could be the Alice In Wonderland Syndrome (AIWS). they say that time either goes fast or really slow, the hands and head sometimes look as though they're bigger than they really are, and a lot of other symptoms. they also say that in many cases it fades with time and it's pretty common. here's the website if you want to read more about it: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4302569/