Sounds like you just need to man up and party on brother
dude. if you're feeling detached it's because you are coming down. and you're not quite exactly sure how to let go. well....that's at least what i think sometimes. but this is all in the definition of what it's like to have a flashback. all in all you're probably having flashbacks. just try to get more sleep and also try not to drink in excessive amounts. anything that will boost your anxiety will get you feeling that way again ya know?
Sometimes our bodies will start to reject a substance or the method of administration. I used to be able to drink Jägermeister (40%) out of the bottle. Today, doing that would make me throw up rather quickly. And I'm not old or anything=)
If something you are doing makes you feel bad, then you need to stop and change things up (bake brownies?)! This goes for anything in life really.
Cocaine use is probably going to shorten your life span, due to overuse of the heart and its valves. That's just a fact of nature.
Weed, on the other hand, may be a different story altogether.
Take care of yourself, whatever you choose to do.
You need to talk to your doctor.
Please don't let yourself keep on feeling like this.
Please don't let yourself keep on feeling like this.
Wow ive actually felt like that before.. I used to be that one kid that didnt gave a f**k about w/e ppl thought of me, i would always be what I liked to be, wear what I liked to wear and say whatever I felt like saying, i started smoking weed, and everything went awesome for the rest of the year. In the summer we smoked like 300 bucks cost the weed and when i came back to school it was all diferent.. I felt strange, i didnt felt confortable anymore in big crowds, when some1 was looking at me I started to wonder if anything was wrong with me, or it was something in my hair or face w/e.. I also thought alot about negative thingd like you said, I was going out at night much less then before, didnt exacly knew why, but for some reason it scared me. I felt like I had lost some confidence and that ppl saw me in a diferent way, like I changed outside and inside namean? it was all frustrating for almost a year.. ( I kept on smoking weed tho, never stoped) Well, now im feeling better I guess.. I want to go out, to have a blast and risk my life doing stupid things but still sometimes I just care too much in what ppl think about me, unlike before.. maybe im paranoid or something, and my confidence with girls went down alot at least for that 1st year, now its better.. I dont know why all this happened, but I hope it'll go away
Sounds like a comedown to me, which is common with most drugs. The day after taking drugs you can expect feelings of self-loathing, depression, guilt etc. The mildest form of comedown is from smoking weed.
Of course, you can experience these feelings the day after drinking alcohol. I suppose the severity of the comedown depends on how much and how often you take drugs. Taking e's or lsd or even badly cut speed will give you the worst comedown and your head can feel a bit mashed for a couple of days. I have been taking drugs for years and although it's nothing to be proud of, they can be very enjoyable. They are not for everyone though, really depends on the type of person you are and how your body copes with them.
Hey. This topic was very enlightening actually. Last weekend starting on Friday I began a little party binge. I went out and drank my ass off, as I've done many times before. And did a shitload of blow. I wish I could tell you how much I did but I don't know because I was trashed by that point. Anyway, I kept drinking on Saturday, not as heavy but still consistently over the course of the day, smoked some weed a few times, then went to sleep, went to work on Sunday and didn't feel all that bad. Then went out to a concert that afternoon and drank some more. On Monday, I slept in and chilled out. Smoked some weed and watched a movie. Then I began coming down off of all the toxins I had polluted my body with. And I knew this because I began to have what felt like an anxiety attack. Had to jolt out of bed and pace around the house because I thought I was having a heart attack! Felt lightheaded, slight sensitivity in chest, etc.. Then it went away. I was like, okay no biggie. Then I smoked up again a few hours later and felt the same sensation return but more intense. I paced around, drank some Orange juice, etc.. And it subsided. At this point I stopped toking and put it down for a day or two. Never felt the anxiety again. I toked a little bit that wednesday night and felt slight anxiety but nothing on par to what I had felt that Monday night. Now today I just got back from the gym(hadn't been there in a week because I felt so shitty from getting f'ed up).. Did 20 minutes on the treadmill, experienced no problems. Did some heavy lifting.. felt lightheaded but no pain. Then got on the treadmill for 5 minutes to cool off and noticed when I had finished my heart rate had reached 144.. Was wondering why it was so high for such a short stint on the treadmill. Anyway, didn't feel lightheaded or anything so I just left.
Now keep in mind I'm not a chronic user of cocaine by any means. The last time I did it was over a year ago( prior to this passed weekend). What is everyones opinion? Think I did any fatal damage? Or am I just overthinking the situation? Any insight would be great. Thanks in advance. Keep in mind I'm 24 years old, and I eat healthy(though a lot of protein), and exercise regularly.
I'm almost at a loss of words right now. because you literally my sitution and wrote it out word for word exept for the partying part. Its kind of sad really. My mind set toltally changed to the point where difference between before i started doing this and now is very clear. I always set goals to qiut but it's like always find an excuse to do it again. It's like i'm fighting myself. I actually feel sorry for myself because it never used to be this way. I tell myself i'm addicted and it's almost like another side of me says that okay. I know it's not okay, im way too strong of a person toe be considered addicted to anything. I've been thinking and making desicions that would have been morally wrong to me in the past. What does that say about myself? I too just dont care about much. I'm way more emotional than usual and i hate it. I want to get out of the cycle i'm in.
pep i need your help
if u been feelin bad day after sniffin that wasn't cocaine, or it was mixed wid a speed cuz day after sniffin u should feel perfect .;)
Salvia Divinorum will fix what you screwed up with coke. It'll suck like a hard-core bad trip but within a week you'll be feeling way better. You can do low dose Salvia frequently enough that you can reset your brain back to "first time" after about a week of using it every day...
It's tough medicine but works...
It's tough medicine but works...
Hello.. I have read your story . I am so upset, not at you but at myself for not being so strong enough to stop my addiction when the signs were always in my face.. I need help. I'm actually happy that I can say to someone else other than myself that It doesn't feel good t go through anxiety, and to keep going through it when you know what the problem is. I want to say to you: YOU ARE THE BEST. I am actually going through a phase in my life where I don't want it anymore but somehow,someway I do... so I would like to say to you YOU HAVE INSPIRED ME TO DO BETTER, AND TAKE BACK MY LIFE... THANK YOU.
im glad i have never touch cocaine, and i would never try it, i have thought about it, cuz some of the people i hang out with does it, but i'm glad i never did it. But i smoke weed, MARIJUANA LEGALIZED IN WASHINGTON BOOYA!!! (even i dont live in Washington)
Smoking weed regularly over time can lead to a change in affect. Long term users can develop anxiety or dissociative affects that they did not have when they began using. When pot no longer is pleasurable, it is best to give it up. There is no point in using a drug that no longer makes you happy. Some people smoke their whole lives without complications, but everyone's brain is different.
I don't think mixing the two did any permanent biochemical damage. The affects of smoking pot are subjective, and you probably now simply associate the speedy affects of THC with what sounds like a really unpleasant experience. It is likely you mixed your coke with a high THC strain. Hi CBD strains may decrease cocaine cravings.
If you were a habitual pot smoker, be careful with alcohol. Habitual use of both have been linked to the same gene.
And of course, no one should mix alcohol and cocaine. Yes, it feels good. It can also kill you.
Ive had a panic attack like that before, and if you were not an avid marijuana user at the time, then that explains your experience: you smoked too much :) Cocaine has no effect when smoked in soft form; that is why it is cooked for smoking, and is, in bigger cities, usually more pure. If you ever smoke weed again, just have 1 hit, and be in your house with good friends. its a calculable situation.