So it's been a couple of month since I've
been feeling like this after smoking some
weed with my friend. I've lost all interest in
activities and stuff and I'm feeling completly
numb and without any emotions. I can't think
at all unless i force myself and that night i
even experienced some sort of
depersonalization/derealization , it was like i
wasnt me anymore and I didnt exsist , It was
just like i wasnt inside my body and it was so
scary.Even know i can feel the concequences
of it because I'm so afraid that I'm not gonna
be able to function right and continue with my
life. Often i woke uup from sleep and something so scary happens. I can hear the sound of my heartbit so clearly and all the organs as well.These days I'm living in a complete
nightmare and i don't know what to do
anymore , please someone help me or atleast
give me some hope that I'll be able to "live"
again.