Have decided I'm going to tell my wife in 2 months once I'm through the other side. I'm hoping her anger I got myself into this position will be tempered by my strength to get through it alone.
Whatever day you're on, keep going, you can do it!
What a great blog, im now on day 7 of 0mg, i was kind of lucky and unlucky at the same time, i realized i was running out on holiday and had to go from 20 tablets (30:500) down to 3 a day for the last 4 days of the holiday, the withdrawals kicked in massively and i would count the hours until i could take one of my pills so i didn't spoil the holiday for everybody, anyway it was tough to say the least but i made it back to the UK and went properly cold turkey, its REALLY important you stay hydrated so take Imodium to stop the toilet visits, Dehydration can be fatal and we all know how long the Diohrea lasts, i also took Dioralyte to replace lost salts and started to feel better and eat after day 3. I have been so lucky with the sleeping part of the withdrawal its nothing like others have experienced and ive no idea why but everyone keep up the good work. It felt like the scene in trainspotting many many times but so worth it in the end
Been on & off these things for years having been prescribed Methadone in the end which worked however I relapsed, but am now on Subutex because of abusing them.... Not great, but a hell of a lot better than taking handful's of these things I know that....
The worst is bad guts + them sleepless nights however it's best to just get up rather than toss & turn etc. The stomach trouble I think is mainly due to not eating whilst consuming so many pills.
All the best/Cheers for your posts (Helped a lot)