I'm so glad to see these comments. You are not gay and nobody is born gay. In fact the word gay doesn't exist actually you should call it fantasys. I have the same thing with feet. Gay feet porn seems to turn me on. Its just a interest/fantasy I had as long as I can remember being a very young child (0-10) years old. Something happens and your brain clicks an interest in the feet of a men. I made a huge mistake to masturbate to it when becoming a teen/puber thinking its just feet nothing to worry about. But as I became an adult I came to realise this is actually not normal and it's the same as sucking a penis or having anal s#x. When I realised this I was completely disgusted after every time a ejaculated to this porn. But if it was about sucking penis or having anal intercourse with a men or two men kissing I would have never ever done this. The funny is at first I thought that I would want to sniff/kiss/lick the feet of another men because I have watched so much porn about it for about 6 to 8 years that I developed my brain in such a manner that it thinks that it is normal. Because of this it could seem like I wanted to do it. Because porn makes you crave very very very strange things. But after I stopped for about 3 to 4 months I didn't want to do it anymore (in real life) and it actually disgusted me to the point of gagging. But nevertheless I am still addicted to the porn and I'm trying my very best to beat this sick completly absurd sh#t. So it's normal that you can get h#rny watching fantasy/gay porn. In my case a tiny little bit different because it's a fantasy I developed in my younger years and what's f#ckdupp about this is, that it's about feet and not sucking a penis or whatsoever so I hope you can see why it's a little brain f#ck. But it's still the same as yours as it is a fantasy. And so you can see how this fantasy develops. DEVELOPS. You are not born with this. That's the biggest joke on the planet earth. It's sick! The reason you are getting turned on by it is because it's a fantasy that shouldn't be answered. If gay really existed and people were born gay you would never ever feel guilt or disgusted. And you would want to do it in real life and wouldn't even bat an eye on it. Haven't you noticed people who identify as 'gay' ALWAYS have something insecure about themselves. Please stop while you can or else you can get addicted. And after that you will think that you want it in real life and seem like you can't stop yourself from looking. But that's your brain that is misguiding you because it's misguided by you by answering and doing things which you shouldn't. Hence the reason why you feel disgusted, ashamed, attacked or whatever bad feeling you might get from it. You know that is your soul (you) who is fighting back because it wasn't designed for this. So you should see it as a warning. You are not your brain. You can change your brain (litterly change it because it litterly changes in shape) by thinking or doing something so it can go both ways good or bad. You were not created by God to do this. God did create these fantasys but that's on you if you are or are not going to indulge in this. Please if someone wants to talk to me about this subject I'm willing to do it. I went down this rabbit hole but took myself out of it and I'm still in the progress. I wouldn't want any other person to go trough it. Oh yeah one more thing. This all is I think about a dominating aspect because it is. This means you have a dominant side that wants to come out but the devil doesn't want you to succeed.
Anyone out there that has the same struggle or look a like? I answered this answer on another topic but just realised it was a year old. So my lovely human beings out there please answer. And o yeah for the people who identify as 'gay' and are going to attack me now please save yourself the trouble because I wont even look at you.