Hi I'm 19 years old.. and I've always been attracted to men since I could remember. Ive had several relationship both with great sex and ive nevet wanted anything different. But just this past summer the guy I started to talking to lives far away from me. So the distance was kind of hard and when I couldn't get what I needed I would masterbate. Masterbation is something I had never did before until a few months ago. But the crazy thing is that I masterbated to lesiban porn and it turned me on.. i only did it for pleasure. But I'm so confused because the feeling of being a women makes me uncomfortable I don't like it. But now I spend almost ALL DAY everyday thinking about it. It makes me depressed!! Can porn really change your sexuality? Or Could this be ocd? Because I think I have plenty of the symptoms! I need help.. before I lose it!
Hi. What your experiencing is quite normal and your find that a lot of girls will use lesbian porn to masturbate to just the same as some straight guys find watching gay porn a turn on.
Try not to worry to much about it because your haven't changed or anything :-)
It's all just a matter of curiosity and interest. Women as much as men take interest in the size of one another's breasts and why some girls grow boobs at earlier ages than others. I was an early developer at age 9 and had older girls at School comment as well as tease me about having to wear a bra when some of the older girls were still flat chested.
Why are you languishing do kuch over this? If you're a lesbian then that's what you are! But from the sounds of it, you're probably bisexual. But, there's really only one way you're going to find out. So spread you're legs.. Saddle up and ride ghat horse, girl! If you like kissing girls and having them lick your slit, you might be gay, but if you still like kissing boys and having them slide their salami in you, then you're probably to sexual. At least you will know an stop worrying about it. Get off the fence and enjoy being who you are!
When i had just turned ten, my eighteen year old sister came out. That made me very confused. Did that make me gay too? I anguished over it without any preference on which way to go. So I gathered as much information as I could about lesbian love making - some from my friends, one from my sister, but most from MS Jane, a day care proctor, who I and four other girls questioned about lesbian sex. She took us to the after school activity room while telling the other profiles to watch the other kids while she handled our problem. She gave a detailed description of how lesbians made love and used chalk drawings of a female body, a drawing of female genitalia and point out erogenous zones that lesbians stimulated with their hands, finger, mouths and tongues. It fascinated me and at the same time was having a strange effect on me physically. I felt a warmth growing between my legs that turned into and almost burning urge accompied by a swellijg of my coochie. I also felt short of breath and faint.
When the instruction was iver , she told us to go back onto the playground. I hung behind and told Ms. Jane that I felt funny. She asked what was wrong and I told her that my toughie burned and that I felt dizzy. She told that that sounded serious and took me into the first aid room, closed the door, locked it and told me to takeoff my clothes and liebon the cot so she could examine me. Then she told me to lift my legs and spread my knees. Then she said oh yes! This appears very serious, but I know how to fix it. Then she leaned over and kissed me on the lips. Both her hands and lips traveled the length of my body until they concentrated their attention between my legs and brought me eventually to my first lesbian orgasm. Then Ms. Jane took off her clothes and instructed me on returning the favor. After her body stopped shuddering, she said that I very well could be a lesbian, hut that I needed more experience before I would be able to make up my mind. Many subsequent days would find Ms Jane and me in the First Aid room behind a locked door trying to help me make up my mind.
The next time my bff, Courtney, was over for a sleep over, after everyone had gone to bed, I told her I think I want to be gay. She dat up and said, Are you thinking what I'm thinking? Then she leaned forward and kissed me passionately on the mouth. Then we quickly stripped off our clothes and had steamy lesbian sex. I must day that I was surprised at how proficient Courtney was in her lesbian love making skills. We both had very strong and vocal orgasms. After which, Courtney, said I love you and I'm going to be gay too! Its a wonder we didn't wake somone.
While I did have boyfriends, Courtney and I remained lovers thru high school and the rest of our lives.
Eventually, I got married and had two chikdren, but found add with my husband, Don to be very unsatisfying to the point that it brought me to tears. I cried to my mother. She introduced to Season, her black lover, and his three sons. Each not them have a Penn that is 10+" long. They were a born to give me the serial satisfaction that I needed and craved.bin fact they gave me multiple orgasms. Especially when they tag teamed me. The problem was Don's tiny penis, not sex with men.
Yet, I still crave sex with Courtney. So I'll just have sex my sex from both sides of the fence until in can make up my mind. I just have to remain bisexual.Big black lenses and sweet tasting vulvas! And, that's not a bad thing. Not a bad thing at all. Variety is the spice of life. I like it! I like it a lot!
When i had just turned ten, my eighteen year old sister came out. That made me very confused. Did that make me gay too? I anguished over it without any preference on which way to go. So I gathered as much information as I could about lesbian love making - some from my friends, one from my sister, but most from MS Jane, a day care proctor, who I and four other girls questioned about lesbian sex. She took us to the after school activity room while telling the other profiles to watch the other kids while she handled our problem. She gave a detailed description of how lesbians made love and used chalk drawings of a female body, a drawing of female genitalia and point out erogenous zones that lesbians stimulated with their hands, finger, mouths and tongues. It fascinated me and at the same time was having a strange effect on me physically. I felt a warmth growing between my legs that turned into and almost burning urge accompied by a swellijg of my coochie. I also felt short of breath and faint.
When the instruction was iver , she told us to go back onto the playground. I hung behind and told Ms. Jane that I felt funny. She asked what was wrong and I told her that my toughie burned and that I felt dizzy. She told that that sounded serious and took me into the first aid room, closed the door, locked it and told me to takeoff my clothes and liebon the cot so she could examine me. Then she told me to lift my legs and spread my knees. Then she said oh yes! This appears very serious, but I know how to fix it. Then she leaned over and kissed me on the lips. Both her hands and lips traveled the length of my body until they concentrated their attention between my legs and brought me eventually to my first lesbian orgasm. Then Ms. Jane took off her clothes and instructed me on returning the favor. After her body stopped shuddering, she said that I very well could be a lesbian, hut that I needed more experience before I would be able to make up my mind. Many subsequent days would find Ms Jane and me in the First Aid room behind a locked door trying to help me make up my mind.
The next time my bff, Courtney, was over for a sleep over, after everyone had gone to bed, I told her I think I want to be gay. She dat up and said, Are you thinking what I'm thinking? Then she leaned forward and kissed me passionately on the mouth. Then we quickly stripped off our clothes and had steamy lesbian sex. I must day that I was surprised at how proficient Courtney was in her lesbian love making skills. We both had very strong and vocal orgasms. After which, Courtney, said I love you and I'm going to be gay too! Its a wonder we didn't wake somone.
While I did have boyfriends, Courtney and I remained lovers thru high school and the rest of our lives.
Eventually, I got married and had two chikdren, but found add with my husband, Don to be very unsatisfying to the point that it brought me to tears. I cried to my mother. She introduced to Season, her black lover, and his three sons. Each not them have a Penn that is 10+" long. They were a born to give me the serial satisfaction that I needed and craved.bin fact they gave me multiple orgasms. Especially when they tag teamed me. The problem was Don's tiny penis, not sex with men.
Yet, I still crave sex with Courtney. So I'll just have sex my sex from both sides of the fence until in can make up my mind. I just have to remain bisexual.Big black lenses and sweet tasting vulvas! And, that's not a bad thing. Not a bad thing at all. Variety is the spice of life. I like it! I like it a lot!
I am troubled by the same question. I am 18 and ma tried for labour a year. But, me an my husband, Don, but we been having sex together for over three years. Our sex has been really gud until recent. Lately Don only wants to do sex anally in doggy position. When he does it, he say things like "Dude your ads is so tight an it feels so gud ." One time when he was really into it he reached his hand around and fumbled around like he was trying to grab something that wasn't there, a peanuce . I really don't enjoy anal sex but is only sex Don want to do now. It has left me in tears. Soes when my friend Courtney visit one day I talked her about what was happening. She see she think Don turned gay an is having fantasy he is doin sex with a man when he does me anal. That made me break down in tears. Does Courtney give me hugs for comforts. We sound up kissing each other. I were so sexual frustrated that I needed relief and we winded Up in bed an doin sex together.
We used to speriment in kissing, rubbing an fingering wen we did sleepovers when we was younger, but it never went further than that, but this time Courneys kisses dint jus stop at my boonies while she fingered me. She went on kissin me down between my legs until I got my biggest ogasm ever. Much better than when I find sex the reglar way wit Don. I wond up kissin an lickin Courtney down there to an I liked doin it. Since that time I run it more time with Courtney an it was jus as the if not better.
In jeans time, I walked in on Don doin some young guy anal. They was so into it that they dint even notice me. Does I quietly backed away an went to see Courtney an have sex with her. Nuther time I walked in on Don giving oral to his brother, Ryan. They grabbed me an Don did me anal while Ryan dun dun dun dun me in my cooch at the same time. I don't like that at all. I finally was able to get away an went to Courtney. I told her what they run an sex I don't like peanuces at all no more. She missed me an sex she had surprise for me. She brought out shopping bag an pulled out box wit strap on file inside it. It sex on his that it were double layered wit stuff inner core an sort outer layer made with "real skin" to feel like real thing (it were close but not really) but it were 8" long an 1 .7" diameter. Does it were bigger than Don 's pathetic 5 1/2 " peanuce! Thing I like best was when Courtney pumped me an leaned firward, I cud feel her breasts an nipples rubbin aginst mid as she pumped me. I had really big orgasms when she done it. Much better that sit Don! I don't think I cud ever have orgasm wit him agin.
Here's the thing, I think my husbin bein gay has turned me lesben. I don't intend to do it. It jus happened. Now I like doing sex with Courtney lots an I think I even luv her. I thbiutin bout Davidson Don an marrying Courtney. I think bout it lots. But, I'm also worried bout what parents an family she say. Also am I really lesbean or is it just circumstances made me feel the way I dies. I been having lots anxiety bout this sitation.
I need some help think in this thru. Help me please!
We used to speriment in kissing, rubbing an fingering wen we did sleepovers when we was younger, but it never went further than that, but this time Courneys kisses dint jus stop at my boonies while she fingered me. She went on kissin me down between my legs until I got my biggest ogasm ever. Much better than when I find sex the reglar way wit Don. I wond up kissin an lickin Courtney down there to an I liked doin it. Since that time I run it more time with Courtney an it was jus as the if not better.
In jeans time, I walked in on Don doin some young guy anal. They was so into it that they dint even notice me. Does I quietly backed away an went to see Courtney an have sex with her. Nuther time I walked in on Don giving oral to his brother, Ryan. They grabbed me an Don did me anal while Ryan dun dun dun dun me in my cooch at the same time. I don't like that at all. I finally was able to get away an went to Courtney. I told her what they run an sex I don't like peanuces at all no more. She missed me an sex she had surprise for me. She brought out shopping bag an pulled out box wit strap on file inside it. It sex on his that it were double layered wit stuff inner core an sort outer layer made with "real skin" to feel like real thing (it were close but not really) but it were 8" long an 1 .7" diameter. Does it were bigger than Don 's pathetic 5 1/2 " peanuce! Thing I like best was when Courtney pumped me an leaned firward, I cud feel her breasts an nipples rubbin aginst mid as she pumped me. I had really big orgasms when she done it. Much better that sit Don! I don't think I cud ever have orgasm wit him agin.
Here's the thing, I think my husbin bein gay has turned me lesben. I don't intend to do it. It jus happened. Now I like doing sex with Courtney lots an I think I even luv her. I thbiutin bout Davidson Don an marrying Courtney. I think bout it lots. But, I'm also worried bout what parents an family she say. Also am I really lesbean or is it just circumstances made me feel the way I dies. I been having lots anxiety bout this sitation.
I need some help think in this thru. Help me please!
I am troubled by the same question. I am 18 and ma tried for labour a year. But, me an my husband, Don, but we been having sex together for over three years. Our sex has been really gud until recent. Lately Don only wants to do sex anally in doggy position. When he does it, he say things like "Dude your ads is so tight an it feels so gud ." One time when he was really into it he reached his hand around and fumbled around like he was trying to grab something that wasn't there, a peanuce . I really don't enjoy anal sex but is only sex Don want to do now. It has left me in tears. Soes when my friend Courtney visit one day I talked her about what was happening. She see she think Don turned gay an is having fantasy he is doin sex with a man when he does me anal. That made me break down in tears. Does Courtney give me hugs for comforts. We sound up kissing each other. I were so sexual frustrated that I needed relief and we winded Up in bed an doin sex together.
We used to speriment in kissing, rubbing an fingering wen we did sleepovers when we was younger, but it never went further than that, but this time Courneys kisses dint jus stop at my boonies while she fingered me. She went on kissin me down between my legs until I got my biggest ogasm ever. Much better than when I find sex the reglar way wit Don. I wond up kissin an lickin Courtney down there to an I liked doin it. Since that time I run it more time with Courtney an it was jus as the if not better.
In jeans time, I walked in on Don doin some young guy anal. They was so into it that they dint even notice me. Does I quietly backed away an went to see Courtney an have sex with her. Nuther time I walked in on Don giving oral to his brother, Ryan. They grabbed me an Don did me anal while Ryan dun dun dun dun me in my cooch at the same time. I don't like that at all. I finally was able to get away an went to Courtney. I told her what they run an sex I don't like peanuces at all no more. She missed me an sex she had surprise for me. She brought out shopping bag an pulled out box wit strap on file inside it. It sex on his that it were double layered wit stuff inner core an sort outer layer made with "real skin" to feel like real thing (it were close but not really) but it were 8" long an 1 .7" diameter. Does it were bigger than Don 's pathetic 5 1/2 " peanuce! Thing I like best was when Courtney pumped me an leaned firward, I cud feel her breasts an nipples rubbin aginst mid as she pumped me. I had really big orgasms when she done it. Much better that sit Don! I don't think I cud ever have orgasm wit him agin.
Here's the thing, I think my husbin bein gay has turned me lesben. I don't intend to do it. It jus happened. Now I like doing sex with Courtney lots an I think I even luv her. I thbiutin bout Davidson Don an marrying Courtney. I think bout it lots. But, I'm also worried bout what parents an family she say. Also am I really lesbean or is it just circumstances made me feel the way I dies. I been having lots anxiety bout this sitation.
I need some help think in this thru. Help me please!How
We used to speriment in kissing, rubbing an fingering wen we did sleepovers when we was younger, but it never went further than that, but this time Courneys kisses dint jus stop at my boonies while she fingered me. She went on kissin me down between my legs until I got my biggest ogasm ever. Much better than when I find sex the reglar way wit Don. I wond up kissin an lickin Courtney down there to an I liked doin it. Since that time I run it more time with Courtney an it was jus as the if not better.
In jeans time, I walked in on Don doin some young guy anal. They was so into it that they dint even notice me. Does I quietly backed away an went to see Courtney an have sex with her. Nuther time I walked in on Don giving oral to his brother, Ryan. They grabbed me an Don did me anal while Ryan dun dun dun dun me in my cooch at the same time. I don't like that at all. I finally was able to get away an went to Courtney. I told her what they run an sex I don't like peanuces at all no more. She missed me an sex she had surprise for me. She brought out shopping bag an pulled out box wit strap on file inside it. It sex on his that it were double layered wit stuff inner core an sort outer layer made with "real skin" to feel like real thing (it were close but not really) but it were 8" long an 1 .7" diameter. Does it were bigger than Don 's pathetic 5 1/2 " peanuce! Thing I like best was when Courtney pumped me an leaned firward, I cud feel her breasts an nipples rubbin aginst mid as she pumped me. I had really big orgasms when she done it. Much better that sit Don! I don't think I cud ever have orgasm wit him agin.
Here's the thing, I think my husbin bein gay has turned me lesben. I don't intend to do it. It jus happened. Now I like doing sex with Courtney lots an I think I even luv her. I thbiutin bout Davidson Don an marrying Courtney. I think bout it lots. But, I'm also worried bout what parents an family she say. Also am I really lesbean or is it just circumstances made me feel the way I dies. I been having lots anxiety bout this sitation.
I need some help think in this thru. Help me please!How
I am troubled by the same question. I am 18 and ma tried for labour a year. But, me an my husband, Don, but we been having sex together for over three years. Our sex has been really gud until recent. Lately Don only wants to do sex anally in doggy position. When he does it, he say things like "Dude your ads is so tight an it feels so gud ." One time when he was really into it he reached his hand around and fumbled around like he was trying to grab something that wasn't there, a peanuce . I really don't enjoy anal sex but is only sex Don want to do now. It has left me in tears. Soes when my friend Courtney visit one day I talked her about what was happening. She see she think Don turned gay an is having fantasy he is doin sex with a man when he does me anal. That made me break down in tears. Does Courtney give me hugs for comforts. We sound up kissing each other. I were so sexual frustrated that I needed relief and we winded Up in bed an doin sex together.
We used to speriment in kissing, rubbing an fingering wen we did sleepovers when we was younger, but it never went further than that, but this time Courneys kisses dint jus stop at my boonies while she fingered me. She went on kissin me down between my legs until I got my biggest ogasm ever. Much better than when I find sex the reglar way wit Don. I wond up kissin an lickin Courtney down there to an I liked doin it. Since that time I run it more time with Courtney an it was jus as the if not better.
In jeans time, I walked in on Don doin some young guy anal. They was so into it that they dint even notice me. Does I quietly backed away an went to see Courtney an have sex with her. Nuther time I walked in on Don giving oral to his brother, Ryan. They grabbed me an Don did me anal while Ryan dun dun dun dun me in my cooch at the same time. I don't like that at all. I finally was able to get away an went to Courtney. I told her what they run an sex I don't like peanuces at all no more. She missed me an sex she had surprise for me. She brought out shopping bag an pulled out box wit strap on file inside it. It sex on his that it were double layered wit stuff inner core an sort outer layer made with "real skin" to feel like real thing (it were close but not really) but it were 8" long an 1 .7" diameter. Does it were bigger than Don 's pathetic 5 1/2 " peanuce! Thing I like best was when Courtney pumped me an leaned firward, I cud feel her breasts an nipples rubbin aginst mid as she pumped me. I had really big orgasms when she done it. Much better that sit Don! I don't think I cud ever have orgasm wit him agin.
Here's the thing, I think my husbin bein gay has turned me lesben. I don't intend to do it. It jus happened. Now I like doing sex with Courtney lots an I think I even luv her. I thbiutin bout Davidson Don an marrying Courtney. I think bout it lots. But, I'm also worried bout what parents an family she say. Also am I really lesbean or is it just circumstances made me feel the way I dies. I been having lots anxiety bout this sitation.
I need some help think in this thru. Help me please!
We used to speriment in kissing, rubbing an fingering wen we did sleepovers when we was younger, but it never went further than that, but this time Courneys kisses dint jus stop at my boonies while she fingered me. She went on kissin me down between my legs until I got my biggest ogasm ever. Much better than when I find sex the reglar way wit Don. I wond up kissin an lickin Courtney down there to an I liked doin it. Since that time I run it more time with Courtney an it was jus as the if not better.
In jeans time, I walked in on Don doin some young guy anal. They was so into it that they dint even notice me. Does I quietly backed away an went to see Courtney an have sex with her. Nuther time I walked in on Don giving oral to his brother, Ryan. They grabbed me an Don did me anal while Ryan dun dun dun dun me in my cooch at the same time. I don't like that at all. I finally was able to get away an went to Courtney. I told her what they run an sex I don't like peanuces at all no more. She missed me an sex she had surprise for me. She brought out shopping bag an pulled out box wit strap on file inside it. It sex on his that it were double layered wit stuff inner core an sort outer layer made with "real skin" to feel like real thing (it were close but not really) but it were 8" long an 1 .7" diameter. Does it were bigger than Don 's pathetic 5 1/2 " peanuce! Thing I like best was when Courtney pumped me an leaned firward, I cud feel her breasts an nipples rubbin aginst mid as she pumped me. I had really big orgasms when she done it. Much better that sit Don! I don't think I cud ever have orgasm wit him agin.
Here's the thing, I think my husbin bein gay has turned me lesben. I don't intend to do it. It jus happened. Now I like doing sex with Courtney lots an I think I even luv her. I thbiutin bout Davidson Don an marrying Courtney. I think bout it lots. But, I'm also worried bout what parents an family she say. Also am I really lesbean or is it just circumstances made me feel the way I dies. I been having lots anxiety bout this sitation.
I need some help think in this thru. Help me please!