follow up to comment , i am sure i swing back an forth , i get frustratingly turned on watching and reading gay porn and i crave a partner
Dude im 18 and im goin through what you were goin through. Im a a born schizophrenic and was later diagonosed with intrusive thoughts drepression anxiety and so on. Every time i see my friends or see a gay person i think gay sexual thoughts.I read online about some dude who jerks off 2 gay porn every now and den 2 calm his his sexual desire and decided 2 do the same. But boy what a mistake now i develope gay feeling nd even became bipolar to wanting 2 jerk of 2 gay porn more and more.Now dont get me wrong i cant never do these and control myself.But Now im liking the tranny section alot. But i hate 2 like it. I remember starting at early age getting bjs from girls as young as the age of 5 and loosing my virginity 2 a 19 year old girl wen i was 14 . I remember fallin in love with girls in my school every other day. But now im seeing a phyciatrist 2 get help with my add and my other symptoms. Do u think i can go back 2 my old self just like you did? What medication were u on so i can talk 2 my phyciatrist about it and if he doesnt precribe ill go 2 another 1 nd if dat doesnt work i buy dem myself. I want to go back 2 my old self. Plzz help bro i think we came across for a reason.
Dude im 18 and im goin through what you were goin through. Im a a born schizophrenic and was later diagonosed with intrusive thoughts drepression anxiety and do. Every time i see my friends or see a gay person i think gay sexual thoughts.I read online about some dude who jerks off 2 gay porn every now and den 2 calm his his sexual desire and decided 2 do the dame. But boy what a mistake now i develpe gay feeling nd even became bipolar to wanting 2 jerk of 2 gay porn. Now im liking the tranny section alot. But i hate 2 like it. I remember starting at early age getting bjs from girls and loosing my virginity 2 a 19 year old girl wen i was 14 . I remember fallin in love with girls in my school every other day. But now im seeing a phyciatrist 2 get help with my add and my other symptoms. Do u think i can go back 2 my old self just like you did? What medication were u on so i can talk 2 my phyciatrist and if he doesnt precribe ill go another 1 nd if dat doesnt work i buy dem myself. I want to go back 2 my old self. Plzz help bro i think we came across for a reason.
go to a gay bar an hour away. Find a guy and try him out
It does not mean you're gay! I am married to a woman and am straight and love to masterbate to gay porn! It is bi-curious, and nothing wrong with trying!
Ughhh you're probably gay... Or bi.... I thought I was straight but deep down inside I knew I was gacase use I watched gay porn and all that mess lol but I'm fully out and proud so who knows
I have the same prob tooo, but im an atractive male and i would never even kiss a guy muchless have sex with him, im good with girls a dn most men are jealous of be I guess i just like the roughnesss of it, cause after i ejaculate i slap myself, but im no way near gay
Human sexuality is extremely complicated. If you find you ONLY like sex with a man or a woman, there is your answer. But things change. Your sexual identity may be one of them. I've only had sex with women. I don't even like guys that much. Yet, for the last 10 years or so, I've found penises fascinating. I may even act on it some day. A JO buddy may be fun. I assume most people have bi tendencies. For me, if women were somehow not an option, I'd probably have sex with guys. 20 years ago, I probably would have said no.
It's like that question - when did you realize you were straight? For many people, it's never a question. It's only one or the other. Or like that college expression - GIT. Gay Until Graduation, when experimenting is more acceptable. And easier.
My suggestion - don't worry about 'what you are'. If guys turn you on a little bit, you are probably in the majority. It's your little secret. Think well-built, towel-snapping jocks don't think about it? Or blacks, whose culture is super-strict about not being gay. Go to online sites in the south, and half the ads are black. You can't fight human nature. You can bury it, or keep quiet.
If 'gay' truly means men only, they you probably aren't there. Maybe later, maybe never. Either way, try not to make it a problem for you. And some of the things you think are problems, really are just barriers, at most. Good luck.