They are like 5 pounds all together right now im sooo depressed its like everything and everyone else means more then me and i dont know wnat more bout everything
What do you mean honey?! Do you feel like everyone has forgotten about you and is just concentrating on the babies? That is a VERY common feeling with new moms honey! I know your depressed, why wouldn't you be? You have to give yourself a break AND a pat on the back that you are SO young, carrying two babies, doing everything un your power to help the babies! And then seem to feel like you are being punished - right?! I didn't understand that last part "And I dont know what more about everything?" What does this mean honey?
Anthony and jay came back today well this morning and my best friends was with me alll day and he was going to come at 1 and i called him and his mom answer the and she was like hello i was liek is Anthony there she was like honey he is still sleeping and i told her to get his ass up and over here she was like ok so i caled him at 4 and she was like hes going to jays house and then hes comming he never came and all i want is to see him bc he was gone for a week
Understand! RU sure he hasn't been increasingly irritated with you etc? FOR SURE Cat?
Where's your family?!!! RU still in the hospital or at home?
my fam had to go to new york for a wedding and im still in the hospital they willnt let me leave
Good you're safer there, when something does or can go wrong it can go VERY quickley! So has Anthony smartened up? How are the pains going?
not yet he knows he messed up tho i still have them
i trying to get him to come tomorrow but he is not getting on my myspace or anything and he knows he messed up and i stilll feel bad that we had a fight and im mad that i didnt get to see my dad today and i really dont like this i want to be home
You have every right to be mad honey! And don't get yourself wound up OK? It's not good for you! Did you dad pop by and you weren't in your room? Each day that passes is a day closer to getting it ALL rectified!
im ready to say im done and my dad didnt come around my dad is still not really happy bout all this but theres nothing we can do now i made the choose to have sex and now i have to live with it but anthonys family and his sisters are always here so is jay and lamanda i still dont know how much more i can take
Another day has gone by honey! keep thinking "well thats over, now tommorrow" Your daddy's little girl, most fathers have a hard time with their daughters being pregnant - because they have to admit that they had sex!!! I was married for almost 2 years, when I became pregnant with my 1st. We went over to tell my parents - we gave them Gradma and Grandad cups - my dad shook my husbands hand, NEVER said a word to me and went into the kitchen to unpack groceries!!! ;-) XD Your dad WILL come around honey! As soon as his baby grandaughters come into the world!
i just want it all over so that everything come go back to the way it was everyone was happy no one was fight i cant take my parents fighting and my sibs fighting no ones happy and its all my fault
Honey you have been pregnant for 8 months IF they are fighting it's NOT about you anymore honey! I can understand that at the beginning, BUT not now in the middle of a little crisis of you being hospitalized! Sometimes adults fight over silly thing - like the tube of the toothpaste being left off! When it has NOTHING to do with the toothpaste! When you say "
Everythiung come go back to the way it was..." I'm a bit confused, are you keeping the girls or putting them up for adoption?! IF you are keeping them, things WILL be different, and I am SURE they will be better different! Perhaps more strain, BUt people pull together when needed! Some don't shine so well and others shine brightly! You've beaten yourself enough honey! No more OK? You got pregnant! So did millions of other teenagers throughout the world! So just accept it OK? And know that soon you wont be just another pregnant teenager, you will be a mom of twin beautiful girls! TOTALLY different ball game and a fun be it tiring one!
Everythiung come go back to the way it was..." I'm a bit confused, are you keeping the girls or putting them up for adoption?! IF you are keeping them, things WILL be different, and I am SURE they will be better different! Perhaps more strain, BUt people pull together when needed! Some don't shine so well and others shine brightly! You've beaten yourself enough honey! No more OK? You got pregnant! So did millions of other teenagers throughout the world! So just accept it OK? And know that soon you wont be just another pregnant teenager, you will be a mom of twin beautiful girls! TOTALLY different ball game and a fun be it tiring one!
im keeping them i could never give them up and i mean that ill be home and i be able to do wat i want but with them and i can leave when i want but with them i willnt have to see nurses all day and my dr and i will have my bed back and i willnt have contractions and i will not have pains things like that