Idk man I feel the same way
I've had this feeling for about 3-4years (maybe more, maybe less)
Going through life in a dream-like state, thinking I wasnt "here".
But PROMISE it'll all be over.
It was either I EMBRACED the feeling or it just stopped. (Leaning towards to adaptation)
All will be and I hope all is well.
Going through life in a dream-like state, thinking I wasnt "here".
But PROMISE it'll all be over.
It was either I EMBRACED the feeling or it just stopped. (Leaning towards to adaptation)
All will be and I hope all is well.
I'm in the same boat as you. I decided to smoke with my sister cause also is a pothead. Drank a bit too. I thought she'd be a good trip sitter in case anything went wrong, man I was SO wrong. She didn't help at all. I lost control of myself for what felt like hours and she didn't help at all even after I began screaming. It's been almost three days later and I feel like I'm in a dream still. I know it's DP/DR (or at least intense paranoia/anxiety) and I know it'll only last a few a bit longer (hopefully not more than a week) but god I wish I never smoked that night. I like having control over myself and my thoughts and right now it feels like I'm on the damn edge. No more drinking or smoking for me after this.
I'm in the same boat as you. I decided to smoke with my sister cause also is a pothead. Drank a bit too. I thought she'd be a good trip sitter in case anything went wrong, man I was SO wrong. She didn't help at all. I lost control of myself for what felt like hours and she didn't help at all even after I began screaming. It's been almost three days later and I feel like I'm in a dream still. I know it's DP/DR (or at least intense paranoia/anxiety) and I know it'll only last a few a bit longer (hopefully not more than a week) but god I wish I never smoked that night. I like having control over myself and my thoughts and right now it feels like I'm on the damn edge. No more drinking or smoking for me after this.
I'm in the same boat as you. I decided to smoke with my sister cause also is a pothead. Drank a bit too. I thought she'd be a good trip sitter in case anything went wrong, man I was SO wrong. She didn't help at all. I lost control of myself for what felt like hours and she didn't help at all even after I began screaming. It's been almost three days later and I feel like I'm in a dream still. I know it's DP/DR (or at least intense paranoia/anxiety) and I know it'll only last a few a bit longer (hopefully not more than a week) but god I wish I never smoked that night. I like having control over myself and my thoughts and right now it feels like I'm on the damn edge. No more drinking or smoking for me after this.