I am 31 years old and I feel like I am 50 or more. I had such a way of life that it seem s to me that I’ve experienced more things that most people do in their entire life. I am already tired of everything. I can even be in relation ship anymore. I am not sure what to do now. I quiet my job and now I am in some stage of waiting.
I am feeling old very often, although I am 27 years old. I had a hard life and no childhood. I lost my parents and I have job that I don’t like. You are not lonely, there alots of people who fee like we do. I guess that we live to fast and we don’t realize that there is no need to. When I am in the stage like this, like you are now, I move to another town and start all over in new environment with new people. Take care.