I started getting into drinking about 4 years ago. Before that I played all sorts of sports and participated in many activities. Randomly I got really sick for about 3 or 4 months and nearly died from it. After that I was unable to participate in all of those activities because I felt too weak and drained to do so. By this time all of my friends were into drinking and it took me a while before I decided to join them. Eventually I joined the partying and instantly it became something that happened every weekend. Eventually it progressed to drinking at a random time during the week. We would make up some sort of excuse such as "the weather is nice, perfect for some beers." It didn't take that long until we drank multiple times during the week and on the weekend. When we drank it wasn't like we drank just a little bit and walked away with a slight buzz; we always pushed our limits. Eventually it turned into an every day thing or well pretty close to it. I still attended class and I still went to work even if I woke up drunk or feeling extremely under the weather. I convinced myself it wasn't a problem as long as I was keeping up with my education and holding a job. This whole drinking thing is becoming too redundant for my liking... I wish I could say that I have been doing something besides drinking. I spend so much money on alcohol because my tolerance is so high. It's ridiculous of me, I should be saving that money or at least doing something else with it. Blackouts are also pretty frightening and I have only started experiencing them within the past year. I don't feel comfortable having to piece together my evenings and at times not even being able to. A few weeks ago I decided to stop drinking. My body felt extremely drained and my head felt insane. There was like this strange pressure around and behind my eyes and I found myself just laying in bed completely spaced out for hours at a time. When I was at work it always felt like I could fall over at any moment, like there was this constant lightheadedness or something. I couldn't really sleep. I already have trouble sleeping so without drinking myself into a slumber it was impossible for me to sleep. I found that I was hungrier than usual, but everything seemed too unappetizing to consume. I felt shaky, anxious, exhausted, restless and just couldn't stop thinking. That lasted about a week, before I drank again. I didn't know what to do with myself. My friends were all still out drinking and partying and knew that I would come back to it eventually. There are others who tried quitting or wanted to quit as well but it just comes down to the fact that we all seem to do it at different times and find it impossible to find ways to pass our time effectively. I went on a week long drinking binge and so far have not drank in 4 days. I have decided that I am not going to give in like last time. I started running again and playing basketball a little bit. I have also been picking up on my music again and just working as hard as I can to be productive. My friends are still convinced that come Friday I will be as drunk as ever like usual. I am not close to my family so they have no idea that any of this is even happening. There are a couple of friends who are really supportive about the fact that I am choosing to stop, so I am not entirely alone. The withdrawal symptoms aren't so great right now. I feel like I did the last time I tried to stop drinking. I actually stumbled across this forum trying to figure out how long they last. I wish everyone else luck with trying to stop.
All I can say looking back, it was not worth it. Alcohol didn't make life better, it made it worse. It is a poison and we have to get that into our heads..IT KILLS. Don't drink, thats the solution, no other.
Nothing is worth this.
I was getting up to eight or nine beers a day, and it struck me how much money I was spending on this habit. I tried to cut back gradually telling myself I'd only have two or three and stop, but I seem to lack willpower in that department. The 30 case is such a good deal, etc etc. If something is in front of me, I'll consume it until its gone or I'm sated. Opps!
But I do have the willpower to stop entirely, it was a lot easier to simply not buy in the first place. So I did just that. I'm about seven days into it and I feel like I have a mild flu. Kind of achy, lots of strange dreams. One day I had a weird tremble in my legs and felt weak. I feel physically tired but not mentally. It kind of stinks, but its an interesting experience. I'm glad I made the decision before my habits got any worse.
Take lots of vitamins, drink water, and eat good meals. I've read that vitamin B supplements, especially thiamine can be helpful, but I feel better with just a couple multipurpose ones. I've kind of substituted drinking lots of extravagant coffee to help with the fatigue. You know, the good stuff. Which probably isn't the greatest habit to exchange it with, but it's so darn tasty.
was a heavy drinker for about 10 years. bottle of wine, 6 pack a day. sometime for lunch. weekends blacking out. time to stop.
Good luck everyone. Good luck.
sigh.
was clean for a year.
then, I will have a drink or two.. then heavy binge drinking on the weekends..hangovers lasted 3-4 days. back at it.
finally, another hospital experience, felt heart doing weird sh*t..blood pressure out of wack due to extreme anxiety body fighting alcohol stuff. ativans not working. etc..
been sober for a while now. its because of my last withdrawing hangover though. ya I partied like a fing maniac..
but that one night that lasted forever.....trying to go to sleep with seizures and throat closing up and mind racing, spiders , paranoia..shakes..finger on 911......"call" "call"...f**k that sh*t.
Im done. good luck to you all!!!!!