Katy! You say you have friends and contacts in Edinburgh, BUT they sure aren't helping you right now are they? What do you keep eluding too about "What a day! I cant really report whats going on elsewhere- just in case-but its so sad!" I am thinking all sorts so please tell us what you are NOT trying to tell us!
Guest, In Scotland they have a different law it is a law ALL about the children, not the parents! It is whatever is in the best interests of the girls! So even IF Katy doesn't sign these papers, he can still show her as an unfit mother to the court and they will look at what's best for the girls! He has been VERY crafty, he has called the police on Katy, knows about here drinking, and depression and even sends her over the edge! He has played the girls, and even once in awhile played nice! Katy has NEVER reported his abuse of her, and doesn't tell people what he has done! So no one will believe her AFTER the fact - thus me always pushing her to finally spill the beans! He has already got a doctor behind him stating that Katy's behaviour is stressing him out, and thus he can't move because of his depression! He says he wont move out until Katy signs the papers, but he has NO intention of doing this!
I don't know why you don't phone Glasgow Social Services and see if you can get emergency housing! It will be upto him to get to see the girls! STOP thinking about him Katy! He is WRATCHING this thing up! So WAKE UP! STOP beefing and get a plan! I want you to STOP belittling yourself, he's done enough of that! It;s NOT stopping Katy! Get a LAWYER and Social Services invvolved! Do NOT drink at ALL he will be watching and jotting it down! Remember you are considered "non compliant" by the drinks nurse and by your doctor! So DONT gve him 1 bit of ammo!
Guest, In Scotland they have a different law it is a law ALL about the children, not the parents! It is whatever is in the best interests of the girls! So even IF Katy doesn't sign these papers, he can still show her as an unfit mother to the court and they will look at what's best for the girls! He has been VERY crafty, he has called the police on Katy, knows about here drinking, and depression and even sends her over the edge! He has played the girls, and even once in awhile played nice! Katy has NEVER reported his abuse of her, and doesn't tell people what he has done! So no one will believe her AFTER the fact - thus me always pushing her to finally spill the beans! He has already got a doctor behind him stating that Katy's behaviour is stressing him out, and thus he can't move because of his depression! He says he wont move out until Katy signs the papers, but he has NO intention of doing this!
I don't know why you don't phone Glasgow Social Services and see if you can get emergency housing! It will be upto him to get to see the girls! STOP thinking about him Katy! He is WRATCHING this thing up! So WAKE UP! STOP beefing and get a plan! I want you to STOP belittling yourself, he's done enough of that! It;s NOT stopping Katy! Get a LAWYER and Social Services invvolved! Do NOT drink at ALL he will be watching and jotting it down! Remember you are considered "non compliant" by the drinks nurse and by your doctor! So DONT gve him 1 bit of ammo!
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Dawn-ill try an pm you the other stuff.
Reaaly tired-not sleeping and really dizzie.
Dawn-ill try an pm you the other stuff.
Reaaly tired-not sleeping and really dizzie.
Ive totally had got that choking gagging feling all day and its not going away-I cant breathe!
Then this happened...I was picking my girls up .....fighting my panic ....Becca gets out of class..drops contents of school bagt and then comes up to me crying "I missed you" i bent down cuddled her and now something has happened to my neck and I cant move it to theleft/ The weirdest thing happened though Ales said so and sos mum has alcohol problems and if so and so gets 1 more blue slip he will end up in a foster home. My goodness, I know the woman and cant believe my ears...how do the girls know this? and Im thinking "how selfish of that mother!"-whci doent help this pain in my neck or my dealing with who I am and waht Ive done
I think she is telling you something Katy! I bet dollars too donuts that he has been telling the girls about your drinking so thus her bringing it up and being clingey - worried that she too will be taken! I truly think you are allergic to this place - could be mould, damp, dust, mites etc, so you never know! Also you could be allergic to that OLD Old Spice stench from him! ;-) XD XD Don't worry about the other things OK? It's sad, BUT there isn't anything you can do about it honey! And lets face facts you have MORE to worry about right now - I know that sounds cold! BUT they too will be thinki ng this!
Hey- well its strange having to take alex to hospital. It was very busy!Shes still here ( not at school yet as we got so wet in the rain!) Anyway, sh*t , I forgot to make payment on my credt card and pulling my hair out over finances! Sorted that out a little, but god now what????? Im feeling really insecure and wishing that alexs consultant could have just ran of with me-Ij not kidding-he seemed like a really ;ovely bloke. Maybe it was the glue they wre using to stick down the floor-oh I dont know. But now we are home and having lunch and ...I took my shoes off, as my toes hurt, and a big bruise has developed and blood all over nails-and i dont know how or whart an earth ive done. mind you its not as bbad as what my mum did to her leg...she caught a zip on her leg and scrached it the entire way up her leg and the scar lloks like a seam. Okay so the red dye from my shoes ran onto my foot and I was thinking oh my god the doctors right, im going to have to get that thing cut off...Okay, so while im sittin in th esick kids thinking -bloody hell alex we are neveer out this place... Do you think its because shes growing too fats, Shes started to develop etc and (LOl) shes such a character-she smacks her little boobs yogether and says"mum do you want to see me pick up a pencil with these" Yah what!!!!! I was lthe opposite when I was goign through that..I was what the hell is happening to my body shes look -this is funny 8-| 8-| 8-| 8-| :-D :-D :-D :-D :-D :-D :-D :-D :-D All because her right hand is not working! Who needs hands when youve....... 8-| 8-| 8-| :$ :$ :$ :$ :$ :$ XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD Okay okay, alex doent seem to have a fracture but weve to return in 10days!
Becca cleared her room last night , then went on ebay...she wants 99p to buy a laptop.......... XD XD XD
I dont want to think about my situation . I cant deal with it and refuse to start having panic attacks....right that doesnt work for me, because when I was sittin gin the waiting room with alex I could feel my back tighten, my neck tightenm, my throat go really itchym I wanted to coudgh, right across my back I ached, my toe throbbed, and then I thought , nahe ...you are all riight, then it got tighter and I was thinking Im dying,,,, then I got distracted, and my neck throbs..then I got freaked by looking at a hopsital bed, the lights and the corridors, and kids yes so I had Ms, phnemonea and very bad chest infection all in the space of 2 minutes...funny that as im better now ( apart from my neck, toe, back and throat XD XD
Period from hell-why do us woman have succh bad bloated ness and then its like swoop , loose lots of weight. why is that , my boobs reduce overnight, my stomach-well that its usual ........crappie self...and believe me its really not healthy. OKay, may pluck up the courage to ring mum and find out whats up!
Hope you are all good! o.O
Becca cleared her room last night , then went on ebay...she wants 99p to buy a laptop.......... XD XD XD
I dont want to think about my situation . I cant deal with it and refuse to start having panic attacks....right that doesnt work for me, because when I was sittin gin the waiting room with alex I could feel my back tighten, my neck tightenm, my throat go really itchym I wanted to coudgh, right across my back I ached, my toe throbbed, and then I thought , nahe ...you are all riight, then it got tighter and I was thinking Im dying,,,, then I got distracted, and my neck throbs..then I got freaked by looking at a hopsital bed, the lights and the corridors, and kids yes so I had Ms, phnemonea and very bad chest infection all in the space of 2 minutes...funny that as im better now ( apart from my neck, toe, back and throat XD XD
Period from hell-why do us woman have succh bad bloated ness and then its like swoop , loose lots of weight. why is that , my boobs reduce overnight, my stomach-well that its usual ........crappie self...and believe me its really not healthy. OKay, may pluck up the courage to ring mum and find out whats up!
Hope you are all good! o.O
Mr Bean doesnt get a look in. :$ :$ :$ :$ Wen to the lou and down below felt strange, thats when I realised Id put my pad in the wrong way...I had to pull it off my pubes so fast :$ :$ XD It hurt.....and is it normal to smell fishy? I got such a wiff i thought, jesus I hope its only me that can smell that :$ :$ :$ :$ :$ :$ What is going on?
This is really disgusting. its putting me off my food . Its a disgusting really strong smell. having a bath when I get home. God, if i smelll like this tomorrow im taking the day off, my cats litter tray smells better, and heres what I found on googling fishy odours
That acute observer of the human situation, William Shakespeare (1564–1616), provides a description of a fish odor sufferer in the Tempest when the jester, Trinculo, speaks of Caliban, a savage and deformed slave: “What have we here? a man or a fish? Dead or alive? A fish: he smells like a fish; a very ancient and fish-like smell; a kind of not of the newest Poor John” (The Tempest II. ii. 26–29).
Is this Fish Maladot Syndrome-euch ...I hope not :$ 8-| but I stink... though his room still smells 10xs worse XD
That acute observer of the human situation, William Shakespeare (1564–1616), provides a description of a fish odor sufferer in the Tempest when the jester, Trinculo, speaks of Caliban, a savage and deformed slave: “What have we here? a man or a fish? Dead or alive? A fish: he smells like a fish; a very ancient and fish-like smell; a kind of not of the newest Poor John” (The Tempest II. ii. 26–29).
Is this Fish Maladot Syndrome-euch ...I hope not :$ 8-| but I stink... though his room still smells 10xs worse XD
This really isnt funny. I stink-I mean I smell like fish. If thats what evening promrose oils does-im never ever taking them again! Cant even tell my sister and I can tell her everything!
Its as though something catches my breath and I cant breath, and then choke to get my breath back. It happened 2xs at work today.
Once on the way home, once during mid conversation, and nearly one on coming home.....why am I still getting them?
Also my toe hurts , is swollen and very red.
Once on the way home, once during mid conversation, and nearly one on coming home.....why am I still getting them?
Also my toe hurts , is swollen and very red.
You probably have a bad yeast infection! STOP putting in your symptoms into the computer! TMAU is VERY rare and it is genetic, and you wouldn't just start smelling like this it would have been going on since you were little! Go get your toe looked at - it could be infected and thus you getting a yeast infection - which can occur from stress! You KNOW what is wrong Katy so stop trying to look for somthing else! You are overwhelmed and under helped, you NEED to get out of there, you are talking yourself into having virtually non existant diseases, and due to your emotional state you WILL start having ALL the symptoms of rare syndromes! You have thought that you have had, MS, Brain Tumour, etc. etc. etc. I want you to think back to if there was ever a time that you weren't so "sick" was it before being with this creep, a few years ago, when you were litle etc? ALWASYS go to the lowest common denominator! WHEN did all of this sickness and unhealthy thoughts start? THAT is why you need to see a psychiatrist to get to the bottom of ALL of this pain and self loathing, and get on correct meds so you can deal with this bastard! I don't know where I would be if I wasn't on Cymbalta! And I wish the same for you too?
Okay Dawn -thanks honey- I hear you!!!
My toe is really sore and I really cant understand how ive done what ive done. My deformed toe is curled under andhas its normal infected nail, but the toe resting on it is bright bright red, really swollen and it hurts. My deformed toe doesnt hurt -i hav eno feeling in it.
Ive been coughing and thinking baout spreing all night!
Hes not even miss behaving, he nice guy at the moment and my head bangs as I feel so insecure and worried that maybe hes right-maybe its been me all along.
I remeber on holiday 2--7-he was great-he knew I couldnt sleep and that I could only dooze int the sun, he used to charm me with cuos if tea etc, and ask me if I was allright= om so confused, what if Ive just listened to others saying you are in this situation- but im not because i have been seeing things in such a negativity?
And, im a little freaked because my breast tissue seems to be moving up to my eyeballs, Ive pain in my chesy or something that makes me sore...
Kiddies are good though and make me laugh-Becca is questionng the toothfairy story!
keep weel, rest up and take care Dawn! never forget, I think you are a brillliant person-even if my self value is low. You are.
My toe is really sore and I really cant understand how ive done what ive done. My deformed toe is curled under andhas its normal infected nail, but the toe resting on it is bright bright red, really swollen and it hurts. My deformed toe doesnt hurt -i hav eno feeling in it.
Ive been coughing and thinking baout spreing all night!
Hes not even miss behaving, he nice guy at the moment and my head bangs as I feel so insecure and worried that maybe hes right-maybe its been me all along.
I remeber on holiday 2--7-he was great-he knew I couldnt sleep and that I could only dooze int the sun, he used to charm me with cuos if tea etc, and ask me if I was allright= om so confused, what if Ive just listened to others saying you are in this situation- but im not because i have been seeing things in such a negativity?
And, im a little freaked because my breast tissue seems to be moving up to my eyeballs, Ive pain in my chesy or something that makes me sore...
Kiddies are good though and make me laugh-Becca is questionng the toothfairy story!
keep weel, rest up and take care Dawn! never forget, I think you are a brillliant person-even if my self value is low. You are.
I don tknow whats happened- im reluctant to see my doctor becauseof the its only because you drink scenario-but im no good. Screamed at children Im just really pissed of with him-and I know your right that the only way out is to get out of here, but whne i feel like this i actaullt want to go alone, because I feel likthe the children are taking the mickey too..I nkow its hard having family, its never easy etc etc, but this isnt good. I got low lat night , mum wants to sell her house to put in to the home- its all depressing and complicated and im not sure shes making the tright rational decisions herself and it would just seem patreunising if i was to get involved. I cant even bring myslef to brush m hair. I look in the mirror a lot, but I cant do anything about any of it- I cant accept what I see-despite how hard I try.
Men hate that too and he sees it in me and he takes the piss.
I went to bed early last night, my period has just stopeed like someone turning a tap off, adnd keep getting little pains in my side. I feel full of the cold too but dont think it is a cold.
Even the cats annoying me. he runs in front of me, nearly tripping me up and meows-all he wants is food.
Men hate that too and he sees it in me and he takes the piss.
I went to bed early last night, my period has just stopeed like someone turning a tap off, adnd keep getting little pains in my side. I feel full of the cold too but dont think it is a cold.
Even the cats annoying me. he runs in front of me, nearly tripping me up and meows-all he wants is food.
you really do need to go to the doctor about your toe!! if it is infected it will spread! and then you won't just have an infected toe to worry about, so go get it checked out! waiting is just making things worse!
And don't listen to what he's saying! hes just trying to put things into your head to make you feel weak, hes trying to pass the blame onto other people and its not right! He keeps playing you and playing with your mind which is why or so confused, because one day hes nice and the next hes not! He is abusive!!
There are pleanty of doctors out there, so if your not comfortable going back to your normal doctor, look for another one.
Have you heard anything back from the job interviews? maybe you should give them a call.
Have you looked more for a place to live? or decided where you want to live? you really can't stay there anymore, you've put up with his c**p for way too long! start packing up your belongings and get out of there! no more waiting for him to be nice again to only hurt you again, or for lawyers to show up with papers! STOP letting him hurt you!!
And don't listen to what he's saying! hes just trying to put things into your head to make you feel weak, hes trying to pass the blame onto other people and its not right! He keeps playing you and playing with your mind which is why or so confused, because one day hes nice and the next hes not! He is abusive!!
There are pleanty of doctors out there, so if your not comfortable going back to your normal doctor, look for another one.
Have you heard anything back from the job interviews? maybe you should give them a call.
Have you looked more for a place to live? or decided where you want to live? you really can't stay there anymore, you've put up with his c**p for way too long! start packing up your belongings and get out of there! no more waiting for him to be nice again to only hurt you again, or for lawyers to show up with papers! STOP letting him hurt you!!
Hi guest- isnt it like im becoming a martar to the fact?
Im terrified to move back to Glasgow-but see it as my only option. before I met this person I was on the move -upbeat ) usually) though I have to state I had a very bad few low months in my 4th yr which were unexplainable to anyone.
Okay-today I got so low-all i could think that when I shut my eyes perhaps I could slip into a coma fit and never wake again-Im in iit big time.
I am.
But I want me tp just forget it- forget the everythings- just move on-let it go by me- ( but the scary thing is as soon as I do thus- i feel incredibly alone and panic. I had so many panics today I ended up sleeping and sneaking to bed-he thought id gone to work - I went to bed and got up at 2pm-then went to sleep at 440 with my girls in the living room and woke at sic, then went back to sleep after tea. I dont want to be here at all. Im not supposed to be here. its not all his fault im like this either- when I first told him that I felt ill etc he didnt believe me almost spat in my face-told me I was just lazy. people do think that though, sometimes I even think that because most people fight it and get on with it, sometimes I fight it, but trhen i end up with no energy and think f**k it why bother no one listens and i should be alone and it angers me picking things up after everyone , and evrything and cleaning over and over again endlessly again and agin what for - to get it dirty again-just see no point- some would be happy having what I have- they really would some women would abluge by their mens sides, be more forgiving /inderstanding. "Os dinner okay?" etc...you happy with that washing powder etc? I cant do this!
Im terrified to move back to Glasgow-but see it as my only option. before I met this person I was on the move -upbeat ) usually) though I have to state I had a very bad few low months in my 4th yr which were unexplainable to anyone.
Okay-today I got so low-all i could think that when I shut my eyes perhaps I could slip into a coma fit and never wake again-Im in iit big time.
I am.
But I want me tp just forget it- forget the everythings- just move on-let it go by me- ( but the scary thing is as soon as I do thus- i feel incredibly alone and panic. I had so many panics today I ended up sleeping and sneaking to bed-he thought id gone to work - I went to bed and got up at 2pm-then went to sleep at 440 with my girls in the living room and woke at sic, then went back to sleep after tea. I dont want to be here at all. Im not supposed to be here. its not all his fault im like this either- when I first told him that I felt ill etc he didnt believe me almost spat in my face-told me I was just lazy. people do think that though, sometimes I even think that because most people fight it and get on with it, sometimes I fight it, but trhen i end up with no energy and think f**k it why bother no one listens and i should be alone and it angers me picking things up after everyone , and evrything and cleaning over and over again endlessly again and agin what for - to get it dirty again-just see no point- some would be happy having what I have- they really would some women would abluge by their mens sides, be more forgiving /inderstanding. "Os dinner okay?" etc...you happy with that washing powder etc? I cant do this!