i started college about 6 weeks ago and like most teens, i started partying hard, every night i was out getting drunk and living it up, along with the parties i was having sex.... a lot. one night i was to wasted to tell my guy friend to use protection so now here i am 5 weeks pregnant... the guy i was hoping to date thinks its his but we didnt meet until just a couple weeks ago. i told the guy that im 90% sure is the father of the child that it was most likely that i was carrying his baby and he told me i was being a total drama queen and a liar and that i was only saying that because hes the only one that didnt use protection. so heres the deal, im pretty sure im not even mentally or physically fit to carry a baby. before even getting pregnant i wanted to kill myself over and over, if i cant handle even taking care of me in this body how can i take care of two? im scared and unsupported by everyone, my family wont talk to me and all my friends think im disgusting. all i really want to do all the time is lie in bed and cry, i dont eat or anything. i just cant. my only option right now is abortion but im terrified of what could happen to me and ashamed of what id be doing to my baby.
please help.... i dont want to do this alone!
please help.... i dont want to do this alone!
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Hey, I know you feel really alone right now, but there are people who can help. Have you considered giving up the baby for adoption? There are thousands of couples in the U.S. who can't have a baby of their own and are looking to adopt. Whatever you do, don't kill your baby. It may be hard to go through a pregnancy alone, but you can do it, and in the end you will feel much better (physically and emotionally) then if you had given up your child. Maybe you have mental problems now, but they will be nothing compared to what you will feel if you actually abort your child. There are counselors who can help you. Seek help at one of the centers which were created to help pregnant women in your situation. You can probably find the name of one of the centers at a local church. As to your friends, they should be offering you support in your time of need, and they must not really be your friends. I hope this message has not come too late.
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I hate the idea of getting an abortion, but unless it was going to affect me in horrible way like quitting college and not being able to sopprt it or anything like that i personally would probably make that decision, especially if your a depressed person, i know about depression because I an depressed and emotionally im not even capable of taking care of myself.
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