I'm straight but gay porn turns me on

Amen I want to blow to but after I'm done I'm disgusted with myself

Maybe you should just except it... It doesn't matter whether or not you THINK it "isn't your thing" because it isn't a THING, these are feelings... Just be honest and except that you like girls but you also have some feelings for boys, it's not rocket science, sexuality is a spectrum, nobody is just straight or gay... Hope this helped and hope you figure everything out :)

Omg finally someone who is the same as me

I'm basically going through the same, but slightly different. I'm a girl whose had a crush on this dude for like, eight years, and I've never been interested in other girls, but whenever I feel like masturbating, it always has to be lesbian vaginal fingering/fisting, which I don't get. I'm not against homosexuality, but I'm not homosexual at all; I just prefer watch girls on girls than guys on guys or guys on girls. Idk why, it confuses me, but I don't mind all that much. I've learned to accept it.

DUDE IM THAT WAY TOO Im in 8th and my first sexual encounter was with a guy and i had several of them

I'm a girl in my 30s. A very straight, and slightly homophobic (sorry!!), girl. I too can only really 'get off' to male gay porn. Although the idea does disgust me. So my take on it; bring attracted to taboo situations. As someone said previously we're hard wired to comply with nature, in sex that means procreation.....needing a man and woman. To steer away from that is naughty and exciting! Same reason some people fantasise about a blood relative, a married person, best friend's partner, or someone of vastly scaling age differences (I do tap into grandad porn at times) etc. Because we think we shouldn't!! But there's 100% nothing wrong with these thoughts if they stay in our imaginations. Equally it 100% doesn't mean you're gay if you masturbate to same sex porn.

Plus, ya know, girls in porn are kinda annoying with their bad acting and ridiculously exaggerated noises!! Gay porn isn't nearly as cringey.

I always think this may be attributed to power control? It's very sexy to see a man being penetrated and violated when perhaps he ought not. A sadistic side perhaps?

It's just my opinion, may be wrong or not agreeable. But hopefully it will help some of you feel reassured, certainly that you're not alone, and definitely that it's ok.
Well wishes xx

Im exactly the same, when i was between 11-16 me and my friend (who is male) would fool around but that was it, we never had sex i enjoyed because it was new to experiment with another guy but i regret it. This year i lost my virginity with a girl and i loved it and do not regret it at all, but we split a copule of months ago but recently ive been watching gay porn as well as all other sorts of porn.after we split i never thought it was because im gay, it just wasnt the same. i have no desire to be gay at all, when i close my eyes i do not see me in a relationship with a guy but gay porn turns me on, its mainly blowjobs, rimming and handjobs, i do think these turn me on because its what me and my friend did, as soon as they guys in the video have sex i start to lose interest and everytime i watch gay porn i regret it instantly. i dont find the males attractive i just enjoy looking at their penises. im glad im not alone, im just really confused

It gets me rock hard. I once acted upon it just to see, met up with a "girl" I met on craigslist. We went down on eachother, I cummed in "her" mouth and she cummed all over my penis and my chest. I guess I took it a little further than what you're asking but it was great. Try it just once, once doesn't hurt anything.

-Jeremy

I feel the same way

Haha same here, I'm 20 year old straight female. if I saw two dudes kissing IRL I would think that was so gross, but in porn its soo hot. Im not, in any shape or form, attracted to male genitalia, but their bodies oh my god.

I'm similar but as a female.
I'm 20 and 100% straight.
When I was like 10 or 11, I would look at my brothers hidden p0rn stash while he was at work and I loved seeing the women's boobs and butts, it would turn me on so much. This has gone on for years. I'd look at nude women on the internet, fantasize about them etc. I felt like it was me and I wanted to be them yet the thought of being nude infront of someone, even someone I know, is horrifying. (I dont even remove my shirt infront of my own mother) Now adays I no longer have desires like that, (I dont masturbate by the way.) but occasionally I like looking at other women's v*** or I want to be f*ngered by a woman, strange things like that. I do NOT find male genitalia attractive at all. Its a very disgusting organ (no offence) but despite being heterosexual, I do get turned on from looking at other women's v@ginas. P3nis does nothing. Again, I am 100% straight and I know I am, and I would never even consider a relationship with a girl. And when I see two girls kissing its so disgusting to me. And I think, "all these hot guys on earth and you kiss a girl??" (Not judging though xD)
I honestly always thought that all girls felt this way but apparently I was wrong.

Another weird thing is I'm attracted to males but in a very weird way. I'm attracted to them like a gay male. Like when I see pics of men smashing women its so boring and has no effect on me, but when I see a woman pegging a guy its so hot and turns me on. I rarely watch gay p0rn (or any p0rn really) but when I do I imagine myself as either one of the guys. Sometimes I wish I could have a real d*** haha. Uhh Anyway to give you advice, you should just consider it a fetish. Thats what I do. You probably have a hardcore penis fetish. You literally can not not decide what gets u off. Its in your DNA.

I watched gay porn a few times and I regret every single minute of it . I watched it about 6 to 8 months ago so I am wondering is it a faze or was it just human interest.

So happy I'm not the only one!

I'm going trough the same issue here..

I'm the exact same way. I gag thinking of being in a realtionship with a gay. But watching gay sex turns me on. I masturbate to it and I feel weird after. But I had a girlfriend and I love girls and boobs and etc. I think it's because its exciting and turns you on faster.