I'm straight but gay porn turns me on

I think you defined well what it happens here too: no feelings, just mechanical pleasure. I am 29 years old, I am married to a beautiful, incredible and hot wife I love so much, I have a 2-year-daughter that I love endlessly, but I watch gay porn and have a lot of pleasure with it. My wife even f**ks me every now and then with a strap-on dildo and we both enjoy it very much. My family is very happy and these alternative sex behaviors of mine do not affect my relationship with my wife or my personal satisfaction in life. I just love watching porn, masturbating, f*****g my wife in the ass and being screwed in the ass, licking her p***y until she comes on my face, and everything. It's just about sexual fantasy, it has nothing to do with sexual orientation. I would never be in a relationship with a guy (I even tried long ago but it just does not work). I don't like the way men smell, the way their skin feels, etc. I simply enjoy gay porn and some other kinds of porn, as well as different sex practices with my wife. All in all, I am simply a very f*****g happy man!!!

Wow me too! I always Masterbate to gay porn, but I love sex with girls.,
I have even tried sex with men, with three different men and didn't care for it.

When I first started in this sad trap of porn addiction, I watched straight porn. But like any addiction in which the brain requires more (and I mean MORE), it starts looking for something different. Since I started with straight and tried out gay, my brain was hooked because of a change of scenery (from man-woman to man-man).

Now it made me doubt what I liked. I mean, I fantasized having a wife and kids but watching gay porn made me confused. I was successful in no longer objectifying women and then gay porn happened; just when I overcame myself, a new obstacle arrived (objectifying men, ugh). If I could just overcome porn entirely then I might have a chance of shattering that doubt.

in my world fantasy is a million miles from reality

This is the same with me! I would love to watch gay porn etc... And then jack off to it but when I'm done jerking off than I would turn it off and be like eww that's gross and gag why is this!! I like this girl! Also!

Hi Guest
Your thoughts about watching gay porn and masturbating to it is there any chance that it happens because you are just not comfortable with the fact that gay porn turns you on and it is something you enjoy.
You can be attracted to both girls and guys and there is nothing wrong with that and you can also have curiosities towards same sex relationships it may help to try and accept it rather than find ways to dismiss it or ignore the attraction.
Your sexuality will become clear to you, just don't let what you feel others will expect of you or what you wish or think your sexuality should be influence you. If you enjoy gay porn don't make yourself miserable over watching it and enjoying it there is nothing wrong with it or gross about it. This is just part of discovering your sexuality.

Im the exact same way as you two

That is so true. Im only 13 but damn you wrote alot to prove a point. Im going through puberty and experimenting with all sexual stuff. I have not had full on sex yet but made out and went down on a girl. Having sex with a girl turns me on. Ive masterbuated to gay porn twice but most of the time it's straight porn or lesbian porn I jerk off to. I dont know why but something about gay porn on screen I kind of like it. But I love women too. The girl I made out with gave me the biggest boner. I could just be Bisexual but when im older want to be straight. I talked with my mom about my situation and she can relate a bit too. I also can relate that most of the time I can see a guy on the street or kissing but that kind just grosses me out. Like I said I could just be experiencing wierd changes in puberty and sexuality but I do love my woman. Thanks for helping me understand and that im not the only facing a weird issue. THANKS

This is exactly me

I want to comment on this, OP said two guys kissing is gross. Well look at it like this two girls kissing is hot "if there hot" it's same for two guys. "Maybe" "Maybe" thats why it's gross cause they not atractive. Dang I'm 14 and I know I'm not gay but for sure bi-curious just unsure if I'm straight or bi. I've made out with both a guy and a girl and got butterfly in my stomach. I Don't know about being in a relationship with a guy but could possibly just kind of weirded out , but truthfully I don't want one with a girl or guy right now, maybe I'm just that person. Maybe I'm bi but more straight cause after reading these comments saying eww kissing a guy would be gross. The guy I made out with is a close friend. I must say I'm more strict when considering a guy attractive or hot while
a girl I'm notprob cause I'm more straight then gay/ bi

Im young and i know how exactly how u feel because i have made out with girls and get turned on but i still havent been with a girl only guys is thst reason im confuse i dont want be gay i still consider my self straight cause i dont like men like if i was dating a girl

Hi Guest
Part of growing up is figuring out what your sexuality is and you are the only one that can truly answer if your gay or not.
Often what is expected or considered normal can influence how we think and your not wanting to be gay could be influenced by what you want to be or others think you should be. Your sexuality is something that you can't change and for some the issue can be coming to terms with their sexuality. Many guys experiment with same sex relationships when they are young and it doesn't necessarily mean you are gay if you do it. You don't want to be gay and consider yourself straight but the day will come when you know for sure what your sexuality is. Try not to let what you feel is expected of you or what you feel is considered to be acceptable stress you out when the day comes you know for sure and if it turns out you are gay just remember your sexuality is not a choice and if coming to terms with it is difficult look into LGBT services in your area they can help a great deal.

I'm 46 and have had fantasies of gay sex since puberty every way but the cuddling and kissing. Fooled around with a cousin before puberty no penatration.I blocked it out as just a dream till he joked about it one day and I denied it. But him and one other friend which I had threesomes with my wife and a foursome with the friends wife, are the only men I think about. One drunken night alone with cousin I asked him if I could blow him, he said you gay? I said no just always wanted to see what it's like he just said Ill caulk it up to you being drunk. And we haven't spoke of it again. I'm still turned on by the thought of it, but to scared to ask the friend.

you might be heteroromantic and homo or bisexual

The funny thing about it is I'm just like that but I thought that means I'm bi sexual but I always looked at girls but when it comes to guys nope only the porn