help
Im 33 and i have three children two aren't my husbands and one is.I had an eptopic after my first two children that caused one of my tubes and one ovary to be removed then i had my 3yr old and in august i had another eptopic and had emergency surgery to remove the other tube but i still have my ovary this has been so very hard to deal with im still crying everyday i have 3 beautiful childern and im blessed and very thankful for them but to know at 33 i can no longer have a baby is killing me i only wanted one more with my husband and then i was going to be done i was so happy when i found out i was pregnant i was getting mentally prepared to have a baby i never thought in a millon years that my other tube was damaged even though i had the eptopic i still had a chance to keep my tube my doctor put me on methorexate to help the fetal tissue pass i went to the hospital 2x a week for three weeks they said my leves were going down and it was working then one night i was awaken with excruciating pain it had burst the doctors told me the risk of what had happened i didnt want to hear it i went home against thier advice i was praying for a miracle i was in denile the next mornig it was reality again i was back in the er having sugery i guess the question i have is does it ever get easier to deal with i cant stop thinking about my baby what was it what was it going to look like its eating me up inside and i feel some kinda way when i see someone pregnant im not mad but it bothers me and yes ive thought about I.V.F but my reality is i cant afford it
have you asked your doctor if in vitro fertilisation is possible
I had damaged tubes after my daughter. They removed them and I did if at 38it work worked the first time. I have beautiful twin boys!!!!