I understand where you're coming from. You're not alone. And I hope you get over it because you are truly better. Detoxify and do yoga or attend church. Evil chases every day as so does the bad influences. Everything you described I've gone through the same thing. And i'm a guy.
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I feel your pain! First, DON'T blame yourself for the friend who is drinking and doing Xanax, etc. You didn't offer him those drugs, and it's his own self-pity and weakness that is to blame. Herb is so plentiful and easy to get that he surely would have got some on his own.
Secondly, you and your wife (not the kids, get a sitter or relative to take care of them) should take a vacation together, try to relax and really
talk about these things. If your wife loves you, she should be able to comfort you through any withdrawal symptoms. You might reach a point where you have to decide between the herb or your family. I recommend choosing your family. Feeling lousy is normal when you stop smoking weed, but these feelings pass. Remember, at worse, you can smoke herb some other day, but not now. Now it's your family's turn.
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So, you live where it is more legal. You get drug tested? Hold down a job when you're getting randomly drug tested. Yeah right. It does take over your life, and has been proven to do so by many more than claim otherwise.
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It's so easy to tell when people are lying. And even if this is true, I hope you aren't getting that disability check anymore. And a disabled vet getting monthly disability pay doesn't have to worry about being homeless until the economy collapses and VA stops paying your way. People like you make me sick, and not just because I am in severe pot withdrawals from CHRONIC use. You'll see if you haven't already since your post is about 1 1/2 years old.
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It's actually been scientifically proven that free will is a powerful illusion. By performing wakeful brain surgery, patients' brains were electrically stimulated, causing the movement of different parts of the body. Each patient recalls making the decision to move these parts of their bodies even though the reactions were caused by external electrical stimulation.
The fact that you talk about self-control tells me you are deep into that illusion. While you're high (which you probably are right now ;-) ), you should check out some Alan Watts (RIP) on youtube. He will blow your mind to pieces.
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Yeah, that's because you are still in college, and probably just started smoking only a few years ago. When I was in college, I got straight A's, went out all the time, volunteered, had an exceptional work ethic (which I still do when I am not smoking). Chronic use over the years (with breaks) has caused a shift in the effect marijuana has on me.
You'll see. Just keep smoking and you'll become lazy, and beat yourself up over it because of how you think marijuana doesn't make you lazy. It does in the LONG term. You'll see.
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you don’t have to work for the high, unlike the others. People get use to the “easy” high, and thus depend on marijuana to give them that.
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i feel exactly the same,i never want to go out i just want to stay in and get stoned, and as for having bad trips, ive had a few where my mind has just gone completely blank and i couldn't get any words out, it was a horrible feeling but still i keep smoking, telling myself im going to stop but after a while start smoking again,i just feel like things are going to far and its f**k**g up my head completely. Ill try making a video to look at when im craving a smoke. Anything is worth trying!
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you need detox at least 2 monts if you smoke so much like you said,then it will be a lot better.trust me just keep it up.
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I need help guys. I'm 21, still live with the parents( cause school is cheaper with not having to pay rent) . I've been smoking since I was 19 years old. Parents found out that I smoke recreationally recently( found out maybe 5 months ago). Before they found out I smoked, we were a very nice family, hardly any problems. But now ever since then, everybody is on edge. We hardly talk, and if we do it's about marijuana, every thing is about JANE. Here's the thing. I work and go to school most of the day, so only chance I have to smoke is either before class or at night, in both instances they don't see me high, I literally come back home 11pm at night, stoned just to watch a little tv and fall asleep. That's preety much all I do. The problem now is they see me as a failure, they blame me/or marijuana that the family Is dysfunctional now. I just got In a big confrontation with them, and they threatened to sell the house cause me and my bro, aren't even family anymore( so instead of a 3 bedroom house, they would get something smaller, cheaper for just mom, dad, and little sister). It's not fair, I love my family. They gave me a ultimatum and told me it was either the family or marijuana. Yes most people would tell me to quit the jane( and that's probably the best thing), but I'm wondering of there's other advice. Is it time for me to move on and get a place on my own, start a new life, mature and grow on my own. Or stay with my family , and quit something I enjoy doing. Oh and they swear I need to go to rehab. Which I don't understand, I mean marijuana can't possibly interfere with my life, cause I don't really do much?! So any advice I can get would be very appreciated.
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I'm 28 and was married for 4 years. I constantly lied to my Christian wife about it and even would stay up late so I could toke when she was asleep. I lost her, my dog, and even some mutual friends bc of pot. I was addicted psychologically and was very depressed at the time. I lost the love of my life bc of pot. She jujust wanted more for me and I couldn't see that then. I don't smoke anymore bc pot made me a liar and the truth is I needed help for my PTSD but was too scared to admit it. We just got divorced last year and I still remember the look on her face when I told her I been secretly smoking for 6 months. She was heartbroken and I think I killed our marriage then. I just wanted to be honest and it cost me everything. Idk. I agree but I don't but personally I can't do it anymore. Half Naked is a great movie that shows you gotta let it go eventually
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i gave up pot because i had the same argument every stoner has "its not harmful like cigs, cocain..etc. the truth is smoking weed damages the lungs 3 times more than cigs does. stoners are lazy and disorganized. i say this because this is the life i lived as a regular smoker. so did all of my stoner friends. i dare anyone here tell me they smoke everyday and get up in the morning happy and full of energy.
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