Hi, I am pretty sure that my problem is relatable. Well I am having some troubles in life. Yes I am in the point of life where I just don't know what to do. When I was little I had a hard time with life because I was mentally abused by my foster parent. I was molested as a child by my foster mother youngest daughter, but she was a year older then me. This all started when I was about 6 or 7. She would start masturbating me. I guess this had messed me up mentally now that I am order because now I think that I am addicted to masturbation. Now my mother on the other hand had done drugs before I was born. Therefore I was born a drug baby. I am bringing this part up because I have a hard time learning in school and I think it was because of her useage of drugs. Now I am in college and it seems as if everything is falling apart. I'm having a hard time with school work, and all I seem to do for relief is turn to masturbation because it makes me feel good while doing it but after it I feel nasty, dirty, and sinful. All my life I felt that if fate hated me or something and that I deserve to be happy at least once in my life. WHAT DO I DO? I need some advice because I am in the verge of breaking down. Someone plz help me. :-)
you should see a phycligost , and dont worry they wont judge you,