What does it make you do? My boyfriend likes to watch gay porn while jacking his penis and wearing panties when he first hits a line. He watches the dudes banging she males in the butt. They look like girls though boobs and all. Does that mean he's gay or closet bi? He doesn't do anything like that when he's sober. Just wondering if it's an ice related fetish/reaction? Opinions or experiences welcome.
Watching him jacking off does, I even touch on him while he's doing so or help him out and talk dirty to him. I don't like when he watches the gay porn. It makes me feel like he isn't attracted to me or that I'm not what he really wants. I tried watching it with him but I just can't do it. It makes me feel very inadequate with him but at the same time I know he is attracted to me bc on normal days he can't keep his hands off of me. It's not always that way though. Sometimes he is all about me and even though he can't get a full erection on it, he is like fully in tuned with my body and every touch is amazing. I just wish I knew if that was just something that happens only when he's high, or is it something he thinks of any other time.