well iv been smoking cigs, and weed for about 4 years, and im 17 years old.
I have really bad anxiety and have always had anger problems. I dont know what to do with my anger, i went to councelling and they didnt help as much as i thought they would. I am kicked out for being a mean child and disrespectful to the people around me, it gets so bad that i could easily punch someone for doing nothing at all.
it feels like the real me is trapped inside my body and when the "mean" me comes out, theres no way of stopping it. i say things that i would never mean, after a while i could trash a room, get very very very depressed, feel like im dying, and treat everyone around me like they are nothing. recently i just want to dye because i dont see the point of life nemore if i can never get free.
how can i go back to the nice me, without thinking the whole world is against me. ahhh
I have really bad anxiety and have always had anger problems. I dont know what to do with my anger, i went to councelling and they didnt help as much as i thought they would. I am kicked out for being a mean child and disrespectful to the people around me, it gets so bad that i could easily punch someone for doing nothing at all.
it feels like the real me is trapped inside my body and when the "mean" me comes out, theres no way of stopping it. i say things that i would never mean, after a while i could trash a room, get very very very depressed, feel like im dying, and treat everyone around me like they are nothing. recently i just want to dye because i dont see the point of life nemore if i can never get free.
how can i go back to the nice me, without thinking the whole world is against me. ahhh