Hi I have OCD and one of the embarrassing problems that I have is that I don't want to masterbate but I want to. What I mean by that is I am scared of germs and things like that and will think that if I masterbate like on the computer and stuff I might get a std or w/e and yes I know how stupid is sounds but I don't know how to go on about this as I would like to masterbate once in a while being relaxed and not worrying. I do watch porn but I don't currently masterbate to it and was wondering how I could go about being clean and masterbate to it at the computer like what steps I could take to make sure I'm safe? For example say start a video and wash hands and come back and start? Also is it safe to cum into a tissue while climaxing so there is now mess? Also after I do masterbate should I shower or something? My final question is while masterbating I have a little wart on the inside of my hand if it touches my penis will I get genital warts or something? Thank-you for taking the time to read this.
I start out with my bare hand on my bare glans and when I'm getting close to the finish I put a sock on it to catch the mess.
I just use the socks I took off last night but if you are worried about "clean" use a clean one. If you are worried about the wart, skip the bare hand/bare head contact and use the sock from the beginning.